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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. The Trial
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. A Parting Riddle
  44. Glossary
  45. Acknowledgments
  46. About the Author
  47. Author’s Note
  48. Author Q&A
  49. For Further Discussion
  50. Also by CamCat Books
  51. Shadows Over London
  52. CamCat Books

“Better?” he asked, voice close to a whisper.

“No,” she said, pulling her hands away, swallowing hard.

Then she remembered something she did to routinely torment Saifullah. Thinking it would lighten the mood, Durkhanai pressed her fingers against Asfandyar’s neck, his skin deliciously warm against her freezing fingers.

Asfandyar swore, making a strangled sound, writhing from her fingers, and she withdrew her hands.

“Are my hands too cold?” she asked innocently, grinning.

“Yes,” he replied, voice rasped. “That’s it.”

“How are your hands not cold?”

Asfandyar shrugged carelessly. “One of my invincible qualities.”

“Ooh,” Durkhanai replied. “People do say you’re star-touched. It’s how you’ve become so successful so quickly.”

“Not because I’m the Wali’s whore?” Asfandyar teased, referencing their first meeting. Durkhanai grimaced, covering her face.

“I really said that?” she groaned.

“You really did,” he replied, amused by the memory. How far they had come.

“You infuriated me,” she said, defending herself. “You do still.”

“Don’t worry, you infuriate me, as well,” he replied. He turned to meet her gaze, eyes soft. “Though I can’t seem to mind.”

Durkhanai was suddenly acutely aware of all the places their bodies were aligned, separated by thin articles of clothing, and something buzzed through her, sending a shiver down her spine. Her chest felt like it was on fire.

She bit her lip. He was looking at her with wonder, awestruck, like she was something magnificent, something sublime. It was suddenly very quiet. Durkhanai heard his breath. He was so close to her, his mouth a whisper away.

Asfandyar was still, no movement save for the rise and fall of his chest.

Then Durkhanai realized why it was so quiet: the rain had stopped.

Durkhanai pulled back, hand and heart throbbing.

“Time to go!” she said, voice overly cheerful.

She got up quickly, pulling out from under the loi. Trying to steady her heart rate, she walked away from Asfandyar.

As she did, she stepped in a pile of mud, which lodged her khusa and foot. In horrible slow-motion, Durkhanai fell forward, landing straight into a wet pile of mud.

Durkhanai swore, loudly. “This blasted lengha!”

She fell back, sitting down, which only made it worse. She was covered front and backwards in gross dirt. Durkhanai wanted to cry again, but then Asfandyar began to laugh, and did, too.

“This isn’t funny,” she said, trying to pout, but a smile lingered on her face.

“What is wrong with you?” he asked, genuinely surprised. She wished she knew. “Are you sure you didn’t accidentally drink wine earlier?”

She reached to hit him with her muddied hand, but he moved out of her reach, squealing.

“Help me up!” she ordered. “Batameez.”

“Don’t even think about it,” Asfandyar warned, offering her his hand. She was thinking about pulling him into the mud with her but recanted, deeming it too cruel.

“Fine,” she said, pouting but meaning it. “Just help me up.”