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Contents ( 95)
  1. Dedication
  2. Contents
  3. Part 1
  4. August, Block Island
  5. Prologue
  6. Part 2
  7. Two Months Ago, June
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Chapter 5
  13. Chapter 6
  14. Chapter 7
  15. Chapter 8
  16. Chapter 9
  17. Chapter 10
  18. Chapter 11
  19. Chapter 12
  20. Chapter 13
  21. Chapter 14
  22. Chapter 15
  23. Chapter 16
  24. Chapter 17
  25. Chapter 18
  26. Chapter 19
  27. Chapter 20
  28. Chapter 21
  29. Part 3
  30. July
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. Chapter 36
  46. Chapter 37
  47. Chapter 38
  48. Chapter 39
  49. Chapter 40
  50. Part 4
  51. August
  52. Chapter 41
  53. Chapter 42
  54. Chapter 43
  55. Chapter 44
  56. Chapter 45
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Chapter 47
  59. Chapter 48
  60. Chapter 49
  61. Chapter 50
  62. Chapter 51
  63. Chapter 52
  64. Chapter 53
  65. Chapter 54
  66. Chapter 55
  67. Chapter 56
  68. Chapter 57
  69. Chapter 58
  70. Chapter 59
  71. Chapter 60
  72. Chapter 61
  73. Chapter 62
  74. Chapter 63
  75. Chapter 64
  76. Chapter 65
  77. Chapter 66
  78. Chapter 67
  79. Epilogue
  80. Acknowledgments
  81. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  82. About the Author
  83. Meet Meg Mitchell Moore
  84. A Conversation with Meg Mitchell Moore
  85. About the Book
  86. Behind the Book
  87. Reading Group Guide
  88. Read On
  89. An Excerpt from Two Truths and a Lie
  90. Prologue
  91. June
  92. I: THE SQUAD
  93. Praise for The Islanders
  94. Copyright
  95. About the Publisher

“I’m not going to come back especially for Max. Because living with unhappy parents would be the worst thing for Max, way worse than having divorced parents.”

“Divorced.” Cassie seemed to be turning the word over and over in her head, and then in her mouth. She put the emphasis first on one syllable and then on the other. Divorced. Divorced. It was a funny word, once you kept repeating it. But then again, weren’t all words funny, repeated again and again? Tangerine. Hiatus. Incandescent. Rhinoceros. Blue. Plagiarism. “Are we going to be a divorced couple?” she asked.

“Eventually,” he said. “Eventually, I guess we are.”

“And then what?”

“And then, I don’t know, maybe I’ll start writing again.”

Cassie let out a sharp, mean laugh. “Right,” she said. “Like that’s going to happen.” But it didn’t hurt him, not anymore, not the way it would have a few months ago.

“It could,” he said. “I’ve been doing a lot of thinking. Lots of walking on the beach and thinking.”

“Alone?”

“Not always. I started— I’ve been—” He cleared his throat. “That is to say, I was seeing somebody.”

“Somebody here?”

“Yes,” he said. “Somebody here.”

“Wait a minute. You have a girlfriend?”

The word seemed inadequate for his relationship with Joy—the word girlfriend implied youth, transitoriness. Joy deserved another word, a freshly minted, spectacular word. But: “Yes,” he said. Then, “No.”

“Which is it?”

“It’s complicated.”

“You’ll have to end it. Like I did with Glen.”

“Did you end it with Glen, or did Glen end it with you?”

Cassie didn’t answer, thereby making the answer clear. “I don’t think staying apart is the right thing for anyone,” she said instead. “We need to be a family unit again.”

“But we’re not, Cassie. We can’t be.” He believed that both he and Cassie were good parents—that was one piece of knowledge that had sustained him through his Max-less days, the certainty that Cassie would do right by their son. But they were not better together than they were alone, the way parents were supposed to be. In fact, they were worse.

He thought of Joy, bent over the account books in her office. He thought of Maggie teaching him to clam. It was so unlikely, so impractical, this little life they’d carved, really out of nothing, out of sand and sea and grit and determination and whipped cream. And yet. It was what he wanted, more than anything.

“Are you planning to stay with her? This girlfriend? On this . . . island?” She spat the word in a way that made Anthony feel protective of Block Island. “What about us? What are Max and I supposed to do?”

“We’ll figure it out,” said Anthony. “Max is priority number one. We’ll figure it out.”

At exactly that moment the waitress returned with three plates balanced on her arm. Cassie’s face assumed a smooth mask, and all traces of suffering and distress vanished. Cassie never showed vulnerability in public. She smiled at the waitress. “Max!” she called. “Honey, come and eat! Come and eat!”