Finally, comprehension slammed home in his expression.

I spoke quickly, before he could. “There’s something else I’m going to ask you for, Doc. I don’t want to… I won’t be shipped off to another planet. This is my planet, it truly is. And yet, there’s really no place for me here. So… I know it might… offend some of the others. Don’t tell them if you think they won’t allow it. Lie if you have to. But I’d like to be buried by Walt and Wes. Can you do that for me? I won’t take up much space.” I smiled weakly again.

No! Melanie was howling. No, no, no, no…

“No, Wanda,” Doc objected, too, with a shocked expression.

“Please, Doc,” I whispered, wincing against the protest in my head, which was getting louder. “I don’t think Wes or Walt will mind.”

“That’s not what I meant! I can’t kill you, Wanda. Ugh! I’m so sick of death, so sick of killing my friends.” Doc’s voice caught in a sob.

I put my hand on his thin arm, rubbed it. “People die here. It happens.” Kyle had said something to that effect. Funny that I should quote Kyle of all people twice in one night.

“What about Jared and Jamie?” Doc asked in a choked voice.

“They’ll have Melanie. They’ll be fine.”

“Ian?”

Through my teeth. “Better off without me.”

Doc shook his head, wiping at his eyes. “I need to think about this, Wanda.”

“We don’t have long. They won’t wait forever before they kill the Seeker.”

“I don’t mean about that part. I agree to those terms. But I don’t think I can kill you.”

“It’s all or none, Doc. You have to decide right now. And…” I realized I had one more demand. “And you can’t tell anyone else about the last part of our agreement. No one. Those are my terms, take them or leave them. Do you want to know how to remove a soul from a human body?”

Doc shook his head again. “Let me think.”

“You already know the answer, Doc. This is what you’ve been searching for.”

He just kept shaking his head slowly back and forth.

I ignored that symbol of denial because we both knew his choice was made.

“I’ll get Jared,” I said. “We’ll make a quick raid for cryotanks. Hold off the others. Tell them… tell them the truth. Tell them I’m going to help you get the Seeker out of that body.”

CHAPTER 51: Prepared

CHAPTER 51

Prepared

I found Jared and Jamie in our room, waiting for me, worry on both their faces. Jared must have talked to Jeb.

“Are you all right?” Jared asked me, while Jamie jumped up and threw his arms around my waist.