I took a breath and stuck my finger. There was a flicker of black in her eyes and a chill through me, then nothing. My shoulders eased. Emboldened, I massaged three drops into the brew. The brown, milky liquid looked the same, but my nose could tell the difference. I closed my eyes, bringing the smell of grass and grain deep into my lungs. I would need three more drops of my blood to prime each dose before use.

“It smells different.”

“What?” I jumped, cursing my reaction. I had forgotten she was there.

“Your blood smells different,” Ivy said. “It smells woody. Spicy. Like dirt, but dirt that’s alive. Human blood doesn’t smell like that, or vampire.”

“Um,” I muttered, quite sure I didn’t like that she could smell three drops of my blood from halfway across the room through a barrier of ever-after. But it was reassuring to know she had never bled a witch.

“Would my blood work?” she asked intently.

I shook my head as I gave the brew a nervous stir. “No. It has to be from a witch or warlock. It’s not the blood but the enzymes that are in it. They act as a catalyst.”

She nodded, clicking her computer into sleep mode and sitting back to watch me.

I rubbed the tip of my finger to smear the slick of blood to nothing. Like most, this recipe made seven spells. The ones I didn’t use tonight, I’d store as potions. If I cared to put them in amulets, they would last a year. But I wouldn’t transform with an amulet for anything.

Ivy’s eyes were heavy on me as I carefully divided the brew into the thumb-sized vials and capped them tightly. Done. All that was left was to break the circle and my connection to the ley line. The former was easy, the second was a tad more difficult.

Giving Ivy a quick smile, I reached out with my fuzzy pink slipper and pushed a gap into the salt. The background thrum of ever-after power swelled. My breath hissed in through my nose as all the strength that had been flowing through the circle now flowed through me.

“What’s the matter?” Ivy asked from her chair, sounding alert and concerned.

I made a conscious effort to breathe, thinking I might hyperventilate. I felt like an overinflated balloon. Eyes on the floor, I waved her away. “Circle’s broken. Stay back. Not done yet,” I said, feeling both giddy and unreal.

Taking a breath, I started to divorce myself from the line. It was a battle between the baser desire for power and the knowledge that it would eventually drive me insane. I had to force it from me, pushing it out from my head to my toes until the power returned back to the earth.

My shoulders slumped as it left me, and I staggered, reaching out for the counter.

“Are you okay?” Ivy asked, close and intent.

Gasping, I looked up. She was holding my elbow to keep me upright. I hadn’t seen her move. My face went cold. Her fingers were warm through my shirt. “I used too much salt. The connection was too strong. I—I’m all right. Let go of me.”