Back The Godmothers
Chapters (50)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-one
  25. Chapter Twenty-two
  26. Chapter Twenty-three
  27. Chapter Twenty-four
  28. Chapter Twenty-five
  29. Chapter Twenty-six
  30. Chapter Twenty-seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-one
  35. Chapter Thirty-two
  36. Chapter Thirty-three
  37. Chapter Thirty-four
  38. Chapter Thirty-five
  39. Chapter Thirty-six
  40. Chapter Thirty-seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-one
  45. Chapter Forty-two
  46. Epilogue
  47. Extract from Those Faraday Girls
  48. Acknowledgements
  49. About the Author
  50. Also by Monica McInerney

A reaction, a subtle one, but he saw it, even as she frowned, put her head on one side. ‘Eliza? Yes, Dervla briefly introduced us. Though we didn’t get to talk. Such a long way to come. Australians are such good travellers, aren’t they?’

‘Did Dervla tell you why she was here? What she came here to ask me?’

‘No, she didn’t.’

Emmet knew his mother well. He knew women well, after thirty years with Dervla, after being the father to his two girls, watching them grow from innocent, open toddlers to the darling but sometimes cunning young women they were today. He always knew when they were lying or hiding something. He’d honed that skill over years of bartending too. His mother did know something.

‘She was looking for her father, Ma. I think she had an idea that it might have been me. I had to explain that wouldn’t have been possible. I was thinking of emailing Orla, though, to see if she remembered anyone else from that time.’

His mother nodded, her expression neutral, as if this didn’t matter to her one way or the other. It was out of character. She would normally have been far more curious. She had met Jeannie, after all. He continued, choosing his words carefully.

‘Then I got an idea in my head after Dervla and I were talking. And it’s madness’ – he tried to laugh, make light of this strange conversation, this question he was still framing – ‘but the only other person I really remember being around Jeannie at that time was Dad. It’s ridiculous, but you know those middle of the night thoughts. I kept thinking about Eliza’s height, and how tall Dad is. Dad was.’

He had said it. The words were released.

Across the room, his mother hadn’t moved. She looked at him for a long moment. Then, as he watched, tears began rolling down her cheeks.

He went straight over. ‘Ma?’

‘I can’t talk about it, Emmet.’

He knelt on the floor beside her. ‘Talk about what?’

‘This. All of this.’

‘Jeannie and Dad? You know all of this already?’ As she looked down at her hands, twined on her lap, he said it again. This time it was a statement. ‘You know.’

She didn’t reply.

He had to ask it. ‘Ma, is Dad Eliza’s father?’

A long pause. Then, finally, a nod.

‘Did he tell you?’

Another nod.

‘When?’

There was a long silence and then she spoke. ‘A month before he died.’

‘You’ve known for three years that Dad had a daughter and you didn’t say anything?’

There was a sudden flare of temper. ‘How could I, Emmet? How could I possibly begin to bring that up? Over Sunday lunch?’

So many questions were crowding his mind. ‘How long did it go on between them?’

‘It’s none of your business.’