Chapters (68)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- About the Publisher
Her daughter’s eyelids looked heavy. They blinked a couple of times and then slid back closed. There was a little more movement behind them but it faded away like she had fallen back asleep.
‘She will sleep a lot. At first.’ The nurse was still beaming. Sharon didn’t look away from Callie, and ran her hand over Callie’s fringe. ‘You take all the time you need, little one!’
Sharon reacted to her phone vibrating in her pocket like she had been stung. It was just a banal update notification for her phone, but it served as a reminder. She was still waiting for Danny to get back to her – to hear anything at all. She had considered driving round local hotels to see if she could spot his car before coming to the hospital but there was no time and no certainty that he was even staying in or around Dover. It hadn’t been unusual for him to ignore his phone for a few days in the past; she’d known him to lose it or even leave it plugged in at work for three days before now. But since Callie’s admission to hospital he’d been better. He hadn’t always been in a state to make conversation but he had always answered. Still, she wasn’t worried. Danny had a self-destruct button that he liked to press every now and then. He would be laid out on his bed or a mate’s sofa somewhere – or in a ditch – and either way he would soon sleep off whatever chemicals he had used to rid himself of the real world.
‘Let’s try your dad again, shall we?’ Sharon worked the phone one-handed so she didn’t have to let her daughter’s hand go. The nurse nodded and said she would be back. The phone rang and rang. Sharon could feel the desperation grow in her chest with every tone. Hey, this is Danny Evans, leave me a message if you have to and I’ll get right back to you.
‘Jesus, Danny!’ The phone’s beep was a starting pistol for Sharon to bark into her phone. ‘This really isn’t how I wanted to do this. Callie, she’s coming round! Your daughter is breathing on her own, it’s a matter of time … She’s going to want to see you. We all want to see you! Where the hell are you? Call me back the moment you get this, OK?’