Chapters (68)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- About the Publisher
‘I’m miserable, Dad! OK? Just like you said I would be. So now you can gloat all you want, now you can tell me that you saw it coming a mile off just like you did when we sent Thomas away. My boy. My only son and I barely get to see him. We don’t talk about him either, me and Justine. We don’t talk about much if the truth be known. Sometimes I wonder if she even remembers she has a son—’
‘Then leave,’ Richard cut in this time. He was stern, his voice raised and strong. It finally silenced Colin, whose expression was shocked, the words having the same visible impact as if Richard had slapped him.
‘I can’t. I can’t just walk away.’
‘Yes, you can. That boy over there won’t be a boy for long. You should be spending every minute you can with him. Take him with you.’
‘Then you really would be right!’
‘I don’t care about being right. I don’t care about anything but you and your happiness. And Thomas, of course.’
‘But without Justine …’
Richard shrugged. ‘Other people do it.’
‘There you go again! There you are, telling me to get rid of my wife!’
‘You just said you were miserable. If a relationship makes you miserable then walk away from it.’
‘Walk away? Just like that.’
‘You have the means, you have money. All you need is a little place and you can start again—’
‘I don’t want to start again! And money … Honestly, you have no idea. Justine … she has … she spends money, a lot of money, and she doesn’t let small things like the fact that isn’t any there to spend bother her. Someone like her can always get credit.’
‘All the more reason to get out while you can, while there’s still half of something.’
‘Half of something! There’s nothing left. What’s half of nothing, you tell me that? In fact, it’s worse. What’s half of thousands of debt? Tens of thousands maybe. I’ve stopped looking.’
Colin fell silent. Richard did too. His son wasn’t good at emotions; he was a closed book, had been all his life. Now Richard didn’t know what to say. ‘I can help. I have some savings, I can—’
‘No,’ Colin cut him off.
‘Colin, come on, you’re my son. I can help.’