Back The Frenchman
Chapters (76)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  3. DEDICATION
  4. AMIN
  5. PARIS
  6. … TWO YEARS LATER
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  46. CHAPTER FORTY
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  56. CHAPTER FIFTY
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  64. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  66. CHAPTER SIXTY
  67. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  76. EPILOGUE

‘It was a leverage, the need for money. We work on MICE—money, ideology, coercion and ego. You have to find one to work with, and money was his.’

‘What about his divorce?’

‘I told him that Italy couldn’t be that bad, but he said the man has to pay all the court costs and then punitive child support. He was stressed about seeing his two kids.’

‘Do you think about him?’

‘Sure,’ said de Payns, wanting to steer away from this. ‘Kids aren’t part of the life, but then again, I guess they are. I like coming home to my own kids, but Commodore chose his friends, I didn’t.’

‘Did you do enough?’

‘For France?’ asked de Payns.

‘No, for Commodore. Do you have regrets?’

That stumped de Payns. Would someone seriously ask a spy if he had regrets? The entire profession was regret-management. ‘If he was killed, it was by his own side. I didn’t select his friends,’ he repeated.

She seemed satisfied with de Payns’ answer, and flipped her compendium to a file at the back.

‘Your sense of focus is very strong, yes?’

‘I’m sorry?’ replied de Payns, confused by the change of subject.

‘At the age of twenty you were cleared by the air force for combat training on the Mirage 2000.’

‘That’s a long time ago.’

She pushed on. ‘Fighter pilots focus on what’s in front of them and they shut out everything else.’

‘I used to shut my eyes,’ he said, pretending to shudder. ‘Too much speed, too many Gs.’

She allowed herself a brief smile. ‘My point is that in your current job you’re still shutting out everything except what’s in front of you.’

‘Perhaps.’

‘It comes at a price,’ she said. ‘You know that, right?’

‘I’m not sure …’

‘Most people’s jobs don’t involve the risk of being shot in the back. You can talk about it if you want. Talking about something like that would be normal.’

De Payns smiled. ‘I thought you were here to assess me? Now we’re going to talk?’