Chapters (76)
- COVER PAGE
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- DEDICATION
- AMIN
- PARIS
- … TWO YEARS LATER
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FORTY
- CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
- CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FIFTY
- CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
- CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
- CHAPTER SIXTY
- CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
- CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
- CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
- CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
- CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
- EPILOGUE
CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
CHAPTER
THIRTY-FIVE
Before heading to his 9.30 a.m. meeting, De Payns made breakfast for the boys and watched SpongeBob with them. They talked about girls and bullies as they made the waffles—‘Papa’s way’ with extra sugar and cinnamon—and de Payns lowered his voice when Patrick wanted to know when he could play rugby.
‘Why rugby?’ he asked, not wanting Romy to hear the conversation—she hated rugby. ‘I thought you liked soccer?’
‘You played rugby,’ said Patrick. ‘I saw your school photos.’
‘Okay, we’ll ask your mother,’ said de Payns, as he poured maple syrup.
‘I already did,’ said Patrick.
‘And?’ asked de Payns.
Patrick smiled, ‘She said never. You’ll have to tell her, Papa.’
‘Oh, I have to tell her?’ replied de Payns, laughing. ‘How do you think that will turn out?’
‘Maybe ask her nicely?’ suggested Oliver, eyes wide.
By the time they’d watched two SpongeBob episodes, de Payns didn’t want to move. In the first week of September, Patrick would be back at school and Oliver would be starting his first year. He remembered when Oliver couldn’t talk; now he’d be learning to read and write. He was conscious of the years racing by, not purely in age but in family time. While he got lost in his latest subterfuge and manipulation, his sons did their karate and played football and hung out watching SpongeBob Square Pants—proud of the fact they could follow it in English. He thought about his family and wished he could walk on a higher moral ground. In his world, family was leverage; family was a weak point to be exploited, and given that most rational people would do anything to spare their families, kids were part of the game. He’d avoided facing up to it until the night he’d returned from Palermo and Romy had asked: That’s what you do to people? Get to their families?
Yes, he thought, as he sipped on his coffee in front of the cartoons. That’s what I do.
He kissed the boys, suggested they let their mother have a lie-in, and slipped out of the door just before eight-thirty.