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Chapters (39)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Book
  3. Title Page
  4. Dedication
  5. Foreword and Dedication
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Afterword: An Incident in 1823
  36. Author’s Note
  37. Acknowledgements
  38. About the Author
  39. Also by Hallie Rubenhold

‘I would not dare,’ said she, attempting to catch my eye. She offered me a tender smile. ‘You have made your thoughts quite plain upon that matter, and if your lover failed to persuade you to do so, I do not anticipate enjoying much success at it. But if you have truly determined to remain upon these shores, then I would advise you not to pine away another hour. Nor should you permit yourself to become consumed in the fruitless pursuit of him. You must consider your lot as no different from that of a sea captain’s wife. She does not think herself abandoned when her husband’s frigate leaves port, for he has promised to return to her. It is not so dissimilar, is it, my dear?’

I contemplated her words. While her argument was a reasonable one, I was not so certain my heart wished to embrace it.

Mrs Elliot continued to peer at me with a hopeful look, as if she half expected me to give up my struggle that instant. I brightened my expression to please her.

‘Come then,’ she announced, rising from her chair. ‘Now that you are dressed, we shall tend to your bruise.’

As my hostess led me from the room, I glanced at Thérèse, who had returned to the task of sorting my attire, and prayed for Lucy’s swift return with my remaining boxes.

We passed through two sets of doors and across the black and white marble floor of the landing to her apartments. There she led me into her dressing room, which proved a marvellous spectacle: a veritable pageant of decoratively painted walls bearing ornate classical designs, lyres and staffs and vases in carnation pink, sea green and china blue. I had never spied a room so à la mode as this, with its Roman couches and tripod tables. She brought me to her dressing table, which was painted with scrolls of ivy and tiny colourful flowers. Upon it resided the greatest assortment of emulsions, powders, boxes, eaux de toilette and glass jars I had ever before seen.

‘Poor lamb,’ she sighed, leaning over me. ‘Only a monster would attempt to make a pudding of a face so fair.’ She then turned me towards the looking glass.

Until that moment, I had not possessed the courage to gaze upon myself, for I had imagined some great balloon of flesh to have risen from my left side. Instead, I was pleased to see only a black oblong bruise, encircled with burgundy, resting at the base of the cheekbone. I touched it lightly with my fingers, and then recoiled with pain. I could not think how long it would take to heal, nor how I might go about concealing it.