I eye her over warily. “I’m not sure I like that. Drunk Ella can sometimes be mean. And horny.”

“Hey.” She restrains a smile as her hand clamps down on my thigh, squeezing hard. “I’m not a mean drunk.”

I waver as I sip my beer. “I can remember a certain tantrum over a lost poker game. One where you drunkenly threw a chip at me.”

She narrows her eyes. “Only because you were being smug.”

“Smug because I won and got to see you naked.”

“Well, maybe I’ll get drunk enough tonight that you can see me naked. Just as long as you quit saying I’m a mean drunk.” She hops off the couch and my arm falls from her shoulder. “And by the way, you can be the same way when you get drunk.”

“What way?”

“Horny and mean.”

I raise my beer up and point a finger at it. “That’s why I’m sticking to these.” I slide my feet off the couch and stand up. “So what song do you want me to play tonight?”

She taps her finger against her lip and there’s a playful look in her green eyes. She’s already buzzed, which means I’m going to have my hands full tonight. “How about the one tattooed on your ribs? The one you said you wrote for me but I’ve never heard you play before?”

I automatically touch the side of my rib where the tattoo of the lyrics is hidden underneath the fabric of my shirt. “I’ve never sung that one out loud for anyone. And I’m not ready to.”

“Why not?”

“Because…” I pick at the damp beer label. “Because I wrote it for you.”

“Okay…” She frowns, confused. “Then play it for me now.”

I glance at the room packed with rowdy and drunk people. “I don’t think I can right now.”

“Why not?”

“Because it’s personal.” Because it means so much to me and the last thing I want to do is sing it to a room full people when I haven’t even sung it to her. Besides, I’m a little nervous to sing it for her because it’s intense.

She gives me the most lost look and I sigh, because I know I’m acting strange. “It’s just that when I wrote it, the lyrics kind of threw me off because it was the first time… that I realized I thought of you… like that.”

“But we both know how you feel now,” she says, looking at the metallic O-ring on my finger.

“I know that.” I stroke her cheekbone with my fingers. “And when I play it for the first time, I want it to be just you and me.”

“Like later tonight,” she asks, hopeful.

“Or maybe on our honeymoon,” I tell her and smile when her jaw drops. “What? Did you think I didn’t have anything planned?”