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Chapters (42)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter One: Signe
  5. Chapter Two: David
  6. Chapter Three: Signe
  7. Chapter Four: David
  8. Chapter Five: Signe
  9. Chapter Six: David
  10. Chapter Seven: Signe
  11. Chapter Eight: David
  12. Chapter Nine: Signe
  13. Chapter Ten: David
  14. Chapter Eleven: Signe
  15. Chapter Twelve: David
  16. Chapter Thirteen: Signe
  17. Chapter Fourteen: David
  18. Chapter Fifteen: Signe
  19. Chapter Sixteen: David
  20. Chapter Seventeen: Signe
  21. Chapter Eighteen: David
  22. Chapter Nineteen: Signe
  23. Chapter Twenty: David
  24. Chapter Twenty-One: Signe
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two: David
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three: Signe
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four: David
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five: Signe
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six: David
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven: Signe
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight: David
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine: Signe
  33. Chapter Thirty: David
  34. Chapter Thirty-One: Signe
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two: David
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three: Signe
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four: David
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five: Signe
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six: David
  40. Acknowledgments
  41. Translator’s Note
  42. About the Publisher

I drew a breath and tried to speak normally. “Lou ingested some water yesterday, from a rainwater tank in a garden.”

At first he didn’t reply. Then he said slowly, “It’s usually fine. It was bad luck, what happened to my daughter.”

“Bad luck?”

“She didn’t have much strength left.”

“But Lou . . . she’s so thin.”

I lay my hand on her forehead.

“Do you think she’s very warm?” I asked.

“I haven’t touched her,” he said. “Just been sitting here.”

“Feel her forehead. Please.”

He stroked her face with his good hand.

“She’s warm.”

“Right?”

“But I’ve seen worse.”

“Really?”

“Don’t think her temperature is even thirty-nine degrees Celsius.”

“No?”

“38.5, tops.”

“But she won’t drink anything.”

“Nothing?”

“Almost nothing.”

“It’s going to be all right.”

He looked at me and smiled as if I were a little boy. It made me feel like a child. I was a boy. He was the same age as my father. He could have been my father. I almost wished that he was my father.

“You said you’re from Perpignan?” I asked.

“Yes . . .”

“Where are you headed, then?” I asked.

“I was headed here.”

“Same here,” I said. “We were headed here.”

“And then?” he asked.

“I don’t know. We’re waiting for someone. For my wife. And my son, he’s just a baby. His name is August and he’s one year old.”

“You’re fortunate,” he said. “You have someone to wait for.”

The entire day passed, with Francis mostly staying nearby. We took turns sitting with Lou. She didn’t get better. A few times I got some water into her. It always came straight up again.

She spoke very little. With every passing hour it became more difficult getting through to her.

Several times I went to the first-aid clinic. But it was still closed. I asked a security guard. He didn’t know anything, hadn’t seen the doctors for several days.

And there was still no toilet paper.

In the afternoon Francis was gone for a long time. I started wondering whether he had given up on us and had worked up some anger by the time he came back. But the anger melted away when I saw what he’d found.

A soda. A can of sugary soda. I couldn’t remember the last time Lou had had something like that.

“Where did that come from?” I asked.

“She needs sugar and fluids,” he said. “And salt.”

He held out a small bag of kitchen salt. “Before you give her the soda, pour this in it.”

He gave me the salt and the can of soda. I sat there holding the can in my hand, taking in the sensation of the smooth metal against my fingers.

The list of ingredients included additives—artificial sweeteners, with neither fruit nor berries.

But the sugar was the most important thing after all. And the salt.