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Chapters (42)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter One: Signe
  5. Chapter Two: David
  6. Chapter Three: Signe
  7. Chapter Four: David
  8. Chapter Five: Signe
  9. Chapter Six: David
  10. Chapter Seven: Signe
  11. Chapter Eight: David
  12. Chapter Nine: Signe
  13. Chapter Ten: David
  14. Chapter Eleven: Signe
  15. Chapter Twelve: David
  16. Chapter Thirteen: Signe
  17. Chapter Fourteen: David
  18. Chapter Fifteen: Signe
  19. Chapter Sixteen: David
  20. Chapter Seventeen: Signe
  21. Chapter Eighteen: David
  22. Chapter Nineteen: Signe
  23. Chapter Twenty: David
  24. Chapter Twenty-One: Signe
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two: David
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three: Signe
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four: David
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five: Signe
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six: David
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven: Signe
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight: David
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine: Signe
  33. Chapter Thirty: David
  34. Chapter Thirty-One: Signe
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two: David
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three: Signe
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four: David
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five: Signe
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six: David
  40. Acknowledgments
  41. Translator’s Note
  42. About the Publisher

But none of the questions I was accustomed to asking—How’s it going? How about this weather? Have you had a nice day?—were appropriate, somehow. What do you talk about in a refugee camp? How do you make small talk when your life has gone to hell?

And small talk—that wouldn’t hold any appeal for somebody like Marguerite. She would just laugh at me. No, she would smile, a crooked smile. Best to avoid it.

I put my faith in Lou. She would succeed in lightening the mood. But she was too busy satisfying her hunger. She gulped down her food, even licked the bowl clean.

In the end it was actually Marguerite who broke the silence. “They haven’t received supplies. That’s why there’s so little.”

“How do you know?” I asked.

“I’ve been at a place like this before. In the mountains. That was the first thing that happened, the supplies stopped arriving.”

“The first thing that happened before what?”

“Before we all left.”

“It will be fine,” I said, hollowly. I didn’t want to have this conversation with her while Lou was listening.

“I haven’t seen a single vehicle come to the camp. Neither yesterday nor today,” Marguerite said.

“You’ve been sitting by the side of the road all day keeping an eye on things?” I said, trying to laugh. “Wasn’t it really hot? Did you sit by the edge of the ditch or something?”

She took a bite of her food and didn’t reply, didn’t even grace me with a glance.

“You’re quite the optimist,” I said.

I regretted the words immediately and hastened to add, “We are fine here. You can tell, can’t you, that this is a decent place?”

As if any of us knew whether this was a decent place. It wasn’t as if she had all the answers, as if she was the one who knew how things were at every refugee camp in southern Europe.

For a while we were silent. Finally Lou piped up. “We found a boat.”

“A boat?” Marguerite asked.

“Not really,” I said. “There was no boat—it was just a game.”

“But there was a boat,” Lou said. “There is a boat. It’s big and blue or black. Is it blue or black, Daddy?”

“Dark blue,” I said. “But it’s just a game.”

“Tell me about it, then,” Marguerite said, looking at Lou. “Even if it’s only a game.”

And Lou told her—about the boat, about the pirates, the dolphins, and the cunning captain.

Marguerite scooted over on the bench, closer to Lou, listened, asked more questions, and Lou explained. They chattered away as if they were old friends.

And Marguerite laughed, she actually laughed, when Lou told her about the stupid sailor.