Chapters (68)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Part 1
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Part 2
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Part 3
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Susan Wilson
- About the Author
Alice paces past the breakfront cupboard with the old videotapes, waiting for Ed to get home, impatient. She can’t wait to show Ed the YouTube video of Buddy and her dancing. His meeting seems to be taking a long time, or maybe it’s always this late and she’s never been awake to notice. She knows that sometimes he goes out with one of the other board members for a quick beer. He never used to do that, back when he was working, but now, without an early get-up, he can. He creeps in as if he won’t disturb her if he’s tiptoeing, which, of course, only disturbs her more. He tries so hard not disturb her, awake or asleep.
In the little video, Derek has caught Ed watching her dance with the dog. His expression is so unguarded, so full of the laughter that they never seem to enjoy with each other anymore. This dog has made them both laugh.
Jen has gone home, leaving the squash on Alice’s counter. Buddy, after having escorted Jen to the door like a polite host, curled up on the couch, looking at her with one eye, as if to say, Come sit with me. Alice did and flipped on the television just in time to catch the end of her program. Now the news is on and she watches the murder and mayhem channel with scant attention.
Suddenly, Buddy’s head goes up, moments before Alice hears the garage door rumble open. He jumps down and stretches, bowing deeply, his tail swishing over his back. He goes to the stairs leading to the basement level and sits, waiting for Ed to appear. Alice stands behind him, one hand tucking loose strands of hair up into her knot.
Ed comes up the stairs quietly, head down, shoes off. He looks tired, Alice thinks. It must have been a tough meeting. Buddy runs down the stairs to meet him, and Ed, not seeing her there, bends to accept the dog’s greeting, muttering soft words into Buddy’s ears. The weariness lifts. Is there no greeting more perfect than that of man and dog?
Then he looks up and sees her standing there. “Oh, I didn’t expect you to still be up.” Maybe there is a more perfect greeting—that of man to wife after a hard meeting. Ed swoops the dog into his arms and comes up the short flight of steps, then second-guesses his pleasure in seeing her waiting up for him. “Is there something wrong?”
“No. No. I have something to show you.” Alice feels like a kid, wanting to show a parent a new trick. Look what I can do. Like Stacy learning to ride her bike, or maybe more like when she learned to whistle.