Chapters (68)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Part 1
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Part 2
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Part 3
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Susan Wilson
- About the Author
Alice leans over Ed to place a mug of tea in front of him. As she does, Ed recognizes the visitor. It is cheer. Alice is relaxed and cheerful. Her dark shadow is, for a little while, gone. Buddy stands up and shakes, tap-dances a little. Ed contemplates the tea bag in his mug. Alice sits down, pushes a plate of Pepperidge Farm cookies toward him. She’s still talking about the dog class. She’s repeating herself, going on about Buddy’s cleverness, aptitude.
Ed looks up from his mug and smiles at his wife. She is beautiful.
The dog sits; then, having realized that the people are going to stay put in the same room for a little while, he gets up and goes into the living room to jump up on the couch. Ed dunks his tea bag and then drops it back into the mug. “Buddy, come here.”
The dog bounds into the kitchen, fully ready to take on whatever challenge or treat Ed is thinking of.
“Sit.”
Buddy does.
“What’s the command?”
“Arabella asks for ‘greet.’”
Ed taps Alice’s knee. “Buddy, greet.”
Buddy rests his head on Alice’s knee, raises his eyes to her face. Ed watches—not the dog, but the woman. There it is. The look that has eluded him for seven years. The look on Alice’s face that means she’s moving ahead. Not happiness—neither one of them is allowed that again—but some measure of contentment.
“Good boy.” Ed lifts the dog into his arms and buries his face in his ruff. “Good boy.”
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This new work is fun, but certainly not demanding. The woman Alice calls Arabella clearly understands about command and patience. But all of the commands are puppy commands: sit, stay, down. Buddy/Mack executes them in an offhand manner and then looks at Alice for a more challenging set of commands. Then there is something new—well, not new, but a variation on a puppy task. Sit quietly with chin on knee. No sniffing, no licking, no wriggling. The old person they are asking him to do this with gently strokes him on the head. So, big deal. When are they going to let him leap or spin, even climb up the ramp he sees in the corner of the small yard? Buddy/Mack feels like a professional being asked to begin over at the elementary level. He sighs, adds a little variation of his own. One little white paw extends and joins his chin on the old person’s knee. The people around him seemed pleased with that. He lifts his eyes to the face of the old person, sets his ears back in passive greeting. Everyone pets him. “Good boy!” they say.