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Chapters (70)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Book
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. EPILOGUE
  67. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  68. About the Author
  69. Also by Kyle Perry
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‘Helps you calm down. It’s sensory. When you’ve been through things like you’ve been through, your senses can be raw . . . this way, the senses have a chance to be soothed.’

Forest nodded, rubbing the pillow’s sequins back and forth. ‘What do you want to know from me today?’

‘Nothing in particular. Whatever you want to tell me,’ said Frankie.

‘And if I still don’t want to talk about it?’ said Forest.

‘Well, I guess I’ll have to pick myself up off the floor from surprise. But that’s also fine. Things happen when they happen. We’ve got other things we can do. Breathing exercises. Special little personality tests that can tell us what job you might be good at when you grow up.’

‘Why would I need any other job? I’ll be running an abalone business.’

‘And that’s all you want to do?’

‘It’s what I’m supposed to do,’ said Forest. ‘Part of my legacy.’

‘Supposed to do,’ she repeated. ‘Are you looking forward to that?’

‘Of course,’ said Forest.

‘If I was you, I’d feel a bit trapped by that,’ said Frankie.

‘I’m used to being trapped . . .’

Frankie leaned forward so quick, Forest thought she would hurt herself.

Ah, trapped. He shouldn’t have said that.

‘What do you mean by trapped?’

‘Nothing,’ he said.

‘Do you feel reminded of that place when you’re in here?’

‘Yes,’ said Forest, refusing to make eye contact. ‘And it just sucks, because it makes me feel like I can’t trust you.’

‘Maybe we could go somewhere else?’ she said.

‘No,’ said Forest, ‘I’m liking these pillows . . .’

Frankie nodded, and said nothing else. She simply watched him, leaving a silence for him to fill.

Time for another approach. Forest leaned forward himself. ‘Sometimes . . . I keep thinking this is all part of the plan. That you’re just another test. Are you another test? Who are you working for?’

He saw her mouth press into a line for a brief moment, then she said, ‘I’m working for you, Forest. You’re safe now. I’m here to help you.’

Forest let the tears pool in his eyes and allowed them to roll down his cheeks. ‘Frankie, I really wish I could believe that.’

If those words rang with a greater peal of truth, well, so be it.

‘Let’s talk about something else, then,’ she said, instantly steering away from the topic. ‘Why don’t you tell me about the things you’ve enjoyed since you’ve been back.’

Forest paused. That was an unexpected question.

‘Honestly . . .’ he lied. ‘I really like the silk sheets.’

Frankie nodded and made a small affirming noise, as though saying keep going.