Back The Deal Goes Down
Chapters (55)
  1. Cover
  2. Other Titles
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. CHAPTER FOUR
  8. CHAPTER FIVE
  9. CHAPTER SIX
  10. CHAPTER SEVEN
  11. CHAPTER EIGHT
  12. CHAPTER NINE
  13. CHAPTER TEN
  14. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  15. CHAPTER TWELVE
  16. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  17. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  19. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  21. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  22. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  43. CHAPTER FORTY
  44. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  53. CHAPTER FIFTY
  54. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  55. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

That was mine. I picked some up when we made that stop at Bard. It was for myself. Now I was thinking that if any drug was going to open him up, make him reveal himself, acid was it. The coke would just make him pushy and hyper and that’s sort of generic when it comes to men, especially men trying to have sex, and what would we learn?

Besides, they were microdoses, and how much of a problem could that be?

Looking back, after the fact, I would say they were not microdoses. Not at all. But at the time, when we dropped, I was sure that’s what we were doing.

Wouldn’t you know it, just when we’re approaching the Thruway entrance, we see two state police cars going in. Then we see another one already cruising the Thruway. We’re not even tripping yet but it had that trippy vibe you can get about the nature of a place, that it’s good or bad or this or that, and the vibe was that the Thruway was infested with police, and we better not go there.

Instead of finding a straightaway—vroom, vroom—we’ll go to the mountains where there are twisty, turning roads, there’s not a lot of traffic, and if you’re not actually in the towns, there aren’t that many cops around. It’s going to be a total roller-coaster ride. It takes about, I don’t really know, about half an hour, until we’re sort of away from everyone, from towns, traffic, just these twisty roads.

There was freezing rain. Just like the weather report said there would be. It was freezing on the trees. The higher we got, the more it was doing that. The branches, especially the small ones, were encased in ice. It’s dark, they’re encased in ice, the beams of the headlights hit them, wow, they glitter and shine.

By then we were tripping.

I know that it was really, really beautiful and it would have been amazingly, astonishingly beautiful without any drugs. But the acid made it…magic. Made it something else. It was amazing and getting more so. It was like driving through a magic land draped in gems. Even a movie couldn’t show what we were seeing.

One of us said, “Let’s open the roof.” Or maybe I said, “Can you open the roof without stopping?” I’m not sure exactly how we got to it, but he said he could open the roof while the car was still moving, up to 45 miles an hour I think.

We’re cruising along, flying along almost, and he pushes the buttons, and the roof starts to open up, it’s a convertible with a hard roof, and the area it goes back into opens up, and we’re feeling the coolness and the wind and the rain.