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Ian gave a small nod and continued to gaze at the sleeping child. His child, although not like other children. A throwback from the ancestral past or, as Anne preferred to call them, an outsider. A child who should never have been born and would never experience the joy of living with his parents, playing, having friends or going to school. A child who hadn’t long to live.
Ian swallowed hard and slowly extended his hand. Reaching out, he lightly touched his son’s forehead. It felt warm and smooth, not cool and rough, as he had expected. He touched David’s hand, which was still clutching the corner of the blanket. That too was soft and smooth despite the fine down. The little fingernails were all perfectly formed, although Ian noticed his thumb was shorter than that of a normal child.
David’s eyes suddenly flickered open and Ian quickly withdrew his hand. He stared up at them, startled and confused.
‘It’s all right,’ Anne soothed. ‘There is nothing to be afraid of, love. This man won’t harm you.’
‘He understands?’ Ian asked incredulously.
‘A little, combined with my facial expression and tone. Babies do. Say something, talk to him, but don’t make any sudden movement as it frightens them.’
‘David,’ Ian said softly.
The child looked at him.
‘Are you all right?’
He looked back.
‘Do you have everything you need? Are you well and happy?’
The brightness that came into his eyes suggested he was.
‘I’m so sorry,’ Ian said, his voice catching. ‘Sorry for you being like this. If I’d had any idea this could happen, I would never have had children.’
David looked back with something that looked like sadness in his eyes.
‘I’m your father,’ Ian said. But there was no response.
‘He doesn’t understand,’ Anne said. ‘He’s had no experience of a father. They just have me.’
Leaning into the cot, Anne said, ‘This man is good. A parent, like me. He loves you.’ She touched Ian’s arm to show David she approved of him.
David’s expression lightened.
‘I think he knows who you are,’ Anne said softly.
‘So do I,’ Ian said, and a tear escaped down his cheek.
He was looking at the child he’d never thought he’d have and he could never share it with Emma – it would be too cruel – and Moller was to blame. That man needed to be punished, and at that moment Ian vowed to do it, for David’s sake and all those like him. Whatever it took.