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‘I’ll tell you when I get home.’
FORTY-SIX
With his thoughts in turmoil, Ian tucked his phone into his jacket pocket, returned his laptop to his briefcase and left The Coffee Shop. What the hell was Moller up to? He’d have to tell Emma everything he’d found out. He couldn’t put it off any longer. But how and where to start he had no idea. It was horrendous and confusing. Moller had admitted to him that he’d made a mistake and he and Emma shared the same donor, but Ian hadn’t found any evidence of that. Indeed, there was no evidence of any donors at all. Yet there must be hundreds, if not thousands, stretching back to when the clinic first opened. Instead, Ian had found that Moller had recorded the deaths of his and Emma’s babies and they hadn’t used the clinic. It didn’t add up.
Moller treated infertility by inseminating the woman with donor sperm, his records confirmed that, but Ian was still no closer to tracing their donors or identifying how the mistake had occurred than he had been that morning. The only conclusion he could come to, he thought, as he drove, was that Moller must have another computer and had split files between the two. Perhaps a laptop? Ian had only seen one computer – on the second desk in Moller’s office. But there must be another one somewhere containing this information, perhaps in his house.
Frustrated, anxious and dreading telling Emma, he parked on the drive and, with a very heavy heart, let himself into his house. Emma immediately appeared in the hall looking worried. ‘I thought you’d left me,’ she said with a nervous laugh, and went to hug him.
Ian stepped back.
‘What is it?’ she asked. ‘Are you OK? Are we OK?’
‘Not really,’ Ian said.
‘Why not?’ Her bottom lip trembled.
‘Come and sit down, love,’ Ian said gently. ‘We have to talk.’
Cupping Emma’s elbow, he steered her into the living room and to the sofa.
‘I’m sorry for being so distant recently,’ Emma said, panic in her voice. ‘I was down, but I’m a lot better now. I’ll make it up to you, I promise. Dinner’s ready.’
‘I’m not hungry,’ Ian said, his voice flat. He sat on the sofa beside her, his briefcase at his feet.
‘What is it?’ Emma asked again, fear in her eyes. ‘You’re frightening me.’
Ian took a breath. Where to start? ‘I haven’t been to work today.’
‘No? Are you ill?’
He shook his head. ‘I went to the Moller Clinic again.’
‘Why?’
There was no easy way to say this. ‘Our DNA test results came back and they show we have the same biological father.’ He couldn’t bear to look at her.
‘No, that’s not possible. Moller told you it wasn’t.’