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He lay in bed, a small light coming from the street lamp outside, plagued by thoughts of what he’d learnt as Emma slept beside him. She was in a deep sleep and her breathing was soft and shallow. Lucky her, Ian thought bitterly. He hadn’t told her yet. When he’d finally come to bed shortly after 1 a.m. she’d stirred, turned over and cuddled up to him, wanting to make love. He’d recoiled and feigned sleep. Now he knew they were related he wasn’t sure what he felt towards her. Not his wife, more like a friend, or sister, which he supposed in some ways she was. Clearly there would be no more children. This was the end of the road for their hopes of a normal family life, and Ian had no idea how he was going to tell Emma.
He moved his legs away from her and tried to relax. He really needed to get some sleep. He had work tomorrow, but his anger persisted. Moller had ruined their lives and Ian wanted him to pay one way or another. He’d go to the clinic tomorrow and have it out with him. But then, on reflection, Ian wondered if that was a good idea. He doubted he was going to get any more out of Moller than he had the last time. Moller had lied, so why would he tell the truth now? Also, if Ian lost his temper – which he could easily do – he might do something he later regretted. Perhaps it would be better to report him to the police and let them take care of him. Yes, that seemed to be the best plan.
But then again … Ian could picture going into Coleshaw Police Station and having to explain to the duty officer about the clinic and donated sperm. How embarrassing that would be! Especially if others were there. Added to which, the moment he began talking about their dead babies, he knew he would cry and make a complete fool of himself.
Emma stirred beside him and, giving a small groan, mumbled something in her sleep, which gave Ian another idea. The detective constable who’d come to see them already knew about the death of their last baby. He wouldn’t have to go through it all again with her. She’d seemed clued up and sensitive, and as a detective could investigate. It would be easier talking to her than going to the police station. But what was her name?