Chapters (68)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- One
- Two
- Chapter One
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Chapter Two
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Chapter Three
- Ten
- Eleven
- Chapter Four
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Chapter Five
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Chapter Six
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Chapter Seven
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Chapter Eight
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Chapter Nine
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Ten
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Chapter Eleven
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Chapter Twelve
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Chapter Thirteen
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Chapter Fourteen
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Chapter Fifteen
- The Following Summer
- About the Author
- About the Publisher
She couldn’t believe how satisfying it was to write down things she loved. Next was ALI’S FAVORITE BOOKS. So far, there were six.
- Anne of Green Gables
- Charlotte’s Web
- A Wrinkle in Time
- The first two Harry Potter books
- The Golden Compass
It was a start. She tried to think of other favorites:
- Color: sapphire blue
- Music: Beyoncé
- Sound I love: laughter
- Sound I hate: the foghorn
- Favorite things to do: swim and read
- Least favorite thing to do: talk in public
- Subject: science
Everything she liked went on its own Post-it note. Soon there were so many colorful squares on the walls that it reminded her of a kaleidoscope that could be twisted and turned to reveal things that made her happy.
She stalled once, when she got to BEST FRIEND. Was Alfie her best friend? Not yet. Murray or Cassie or Emily? Nope. Truth be told, Ali had never had one. But what was the definition of a best friend, anyway? Someone who got you. Who liked you. Who was always there for you. Who wanted you to be happy. Once she realized that, it was easy.
- Best friends: Digger and Mom
This was a surprise. Ali had spent years being angry at her parents for dragging her from town to town. She’d thought they were unreliable. But that wasn’t the whole story. They loved her. They were always nice to her. They worked hard in their own ways to care for her. And now that she knew the truth about Teddy, she understood why Digger had run away. Hadn’t she run away from school when things got hard, too?
Ali pulled out her tattered notebook and reread her rules. She knew that rules and scientific laws were important because they were supposed to help people understand the world around them, but Ali’s rules didn’t do that. Now she could see that her rules were mostly about protecting herself from being hurt. But she’d gotten hurt anyway. It wasn’t only her parents who’d made mistakes. She had too. It was time to forgive them and herself and move on. She tossed the notebook in the trash can.
Ali’s mother popped in to see her after dinner. “How are you feeling?” she asked, nestling in beside Ali.
“Better.”
Her mother studied the Post-it notes on the wall. “What’s up?”
Ali took a deep breath. “I wasn’t sick today.”
“I figured. Want to talk about it?”
For the next hour, Ali told her mother everything that had happened since school started. Her mother kept her comments and questions to herself, though she did throw in the odd hug. When Ali finished, her mother sighed. “I’d say all that would be enough for three years, let alone three weeks. Why didn’t you tell Digger or me before it got so out of hand?”