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Contents ( 108)
  1. SUNDAY
  2. JOEL
  3. FRIDAY
  4. JOEL
  5. CLARK
  6. JAMAL
  7. JOEL
  8. BETHANY
  9. SATURDAY
  10. JOEL
  11. CLARK
  12. SUNDAY
  13. JOEL
  14. MONDAY
  15. CLARK
  16. KIMBRA
  17. CLARK
  18. JOEL
  19. TUESDAY
  20. CLARK
  21. BETHANY
  22. CLARK
  23. KIMBRA
  24. CLARK
  25. WEDNESDAY
  26. JOEL
  27. CLARK
  28. JOEL
  29. CLARK
  30. JOEL
  31. CLARK
  32. JOEL
  33. LUKE
  34. JOEL
  35. CLARK
  36. THURSDAY
  37. JAMAL
  38. CLARK
  39. JOEL
  40. CLARK
  41. KIMBRA
  42. JOEL
  43. CLARK
  44. JOEL
  45. LUKE
  46. JOEL
  47. LUKE
  48. JOEL
  49. FRIDAY
  50. JAMAL
  51. CLARK
  52. JOEL
  53. CLARK
  54. JOEL
  55. CLARK
  56. JOEL
  57. KIMBRA
  58. JOEL
  59. KIMBRA
  60. JOEL
  61. LUKE
  62. JAMAL
  63. CLARK
  64. KIMBRA
  65. LUKE
  66. BETHANY
  67. LUKE
  68. CLARK
  69. BETHANY
  70. JAMAL
  71. LUKE
  72. JOEL
  73. LUKE
  74. BETHANY
  75. JOEL
  76. JAMAL
  77. CLARK
  78. LUKE
  79. BETHANY
  80. JOEL
  81. BETHANY
  82. JOEL
  83. LUKE
  84. CLARK
  85. KIMBRA
  86. LUKE
  87. CLARK
  88. JAMAL
  89. KIMBRA
  90. CLARK
  91. BETHANY
  92. JAMAL
  93. CLARK
  94. KIMBRA
  95. CLARK
  96. JAMAL
  97. BETHANY
  98. JOEL
  99. JAMAL
  100. JOEL
  101. BETHANY
  102. JAMAL
  103. BETHANY
  104. CLARK
  105. AFTER
  106. CLARK
  107. JOEL
  108. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

The sight of this bald, small man with his bushy mustache, his shirt and bow tie and starched overalls, brought back a memory to Joel like a knife through the chest. Ten years ago, Joel had been inside that store, hiding inside a pair of headphones in the wake of his arrest, sent by his mother to buy something his house didn’t need—paint thinner? a torpedo level?—in the hopes of getting him out of bed. At the counter, Mr. Lott had made no effort to ring up his purchase. Lott had motioned for Joel to take the headphones off, which he did, reluctantly. Braced for some fresh humiliation, Joel had instead heard the first kind words an adult had spoken to him since those photos had appeared in everyone’s paper the week before.

As Joel stepped inside the store today, the bell chimed brightly, as if even it too was grateful to see him again.

“Dear God, Joel,” Mr. Lott said, embracing him. “Am I ever sorry.”

Déjà vu. He had said exactly the same thing to Joel ten years ago.

Joel composed himself enough to say, “I’m glad this place still exists. I heard they opened a Walmart down the highway.”

Lott waved this off. “Forget the Walmart. Joel Whitley, how the hell are you walking?”

“I’m not entirely certain.” Joel glanced around at the empty shop. “I don’t want to keep you—is your daughter here?”

“Kimbra? She mentioned you were looking for me Sunday. She’s probably at the Egg House with a few of the girls. I try not to make her work on the weeknights. God knows we hardly have the business.”

Lott’s eyes seemed to follow Joel’s around the shop, taking in with him the faded deals, the ersatz stack of wheelbarrow tires and, on almost every vertical surface, Bentley Bison merchandise. There were pennants, commemorative calendars dating back decades, framed jerseys of yesterday’s golden boys: BROADLOCK, STEELE, CLARK.

TOBIAS LOTT, BOOSTER CLUB CHAIR, read a nameplate mounted on the store’s wooden counter. A pristine replica of the State Semifinals trophy from the year before sat next to the paint-speckled cash register.

Joel spotted a picture of his beaming brother mounted next to an official portrait of the president. The president’s photo was smaller.

“It’s nice to see you haven’t changed,” Joel said.

Lott tried to smile. “Should I be concerned about your designs on my daughter?”

“It’s her boyfriend I’m worried about,” Joel said, and Mr. Lott’s face darkened. “Has KT ever made any trouble for Kimbra?”

“There’s always going to be someone else you’d wish would take a shine to your little girl.”

Joel noticed something odd on the wall. “Did they not have a team picture in ’75?”

Lott seemed happy to change the subject. “That’s the only one I’m missing. Nobody held on to it. I have a few with your brother, though. They’re yours if you want them.”

Joel demurred. He turned to go, hesitated and looked back at Mr. Lott to say, “Do you remember what you told me that afternoon? The week after everything happened?”