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Contents ( 108)
  1. SUNDAY
  2. JOEL
  3. FRIDAY
  4. JOEL
  5. CLARK
  6. JAMAL
  7. JOEL
  8. BETHANY
  9. SATURDAY
  10. JOEL
  11. CLARK
  12. SUNDAY
  13. JOEL
  14. MONDAY
  15. CLARK
  16. KIMBRA
  17. CLARK
  18. JOEL
  19. TUESDAY
  20. CLARK
  21. BETHANY
  22. CLARK
  23. KIMBRA
  24. CLARK
  25. WEDNESDAY
  26. JOEL
  27. CLARK
  28. JOEL
  29. CLARK
  30. JOEL
  31. CLARK
  32. JOEL
  33. LUKE
  34. JOEL
  35. CLARK
  36. THURSDAY
  37. JAMAL
  38. CLARK
  39. JOEL
  40. CLARK
  41. KIMBRA
  42. JOEL
  43. CLARK
  44. JOEL
  45. LUKE
  46. JOEL
  47. LUKE
  48. JOEL
  49. FRIDAY
  50. JAMAL
  51. CLARK
  52. JOEL
  53. CLARK
  54. JOEL
  55. CLARK
  56. JOEL
  57. KIMBRA
  58. JOEL
  59. KIMBRA
  60. JOEL
  61. LUKE
  62. JAMAL
  63. CLARK
  64. KIMBRA
  65. LUKE
  66. BETHANY
  67. LUKE
  68. CLARK
  69. BETHANY
  70. JAMAL
  71. LUKE
  72. JOEL
  73. LUKE
  74. BETHANY
  75. JOEL
  76. JAMAL
  77. CLARK
  78. LUKE
  79. BETHANY
  80. JOEL
  81. BETHANY
  82. JOEL
  83. LUKE
  84. CLARK
  85. KIMBRA
  86. LUKE
  87. CLARK
  88. JAMAL
  89. KIMBRA
  90. CLARK
  91. BETHANY
  92. JAMAL
  93. CLARK
  94. KIMBRA
  95. CLARK
  96. JAMAL
  97. BETHANY
  98. JOEL
  99. JAMAL
  100. JOEL
  101. BETHANY
  102. JAMAL
  103. BETHANY
  104. CLARK
  105. AFTER
  106. CLARK
  107. JOEL
  108. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

His mother rolled her eyes. “We’ve been Methodists ever since the Baptists took an opinion on my moving Darren into the house without rings on our fingers. I swear to Jesus, Joel, some of those ladies act like God made pussy just to keep yeast in circulation.”

Darren tooted the horn again. She wrapped Joel in a quick hug, kissed his cheek. He felt an anxious heartbeat in her hand. Saw, in the brisk way she twisted on her tall heel, a stubborn effort to fool the world into behaving itself.

“Dylan’s fine,” she said. “And if he ain’t fine, you call me—I got my phone on ring.”

Joel paced the empty house. He studied his brother’s Instagram, spotted faces from the game on Friday, noted the ways the boys either posed in their football pads spreading their fingers into W’s like gang signs (it took him far too long to realize that the W’s stood for “win”) or else leaned against truck beds and lockers with their hands cupped over their crotches, their eyes, broody and vacant, fixed to the camera. So serious, so young. What were the odds, Joel wondered, that Dylan and his friends pulled on this showy angst to conceal a truer turmoil inside?

Joel bounced around Instagram profiles. He settled on Bethany Tanner’s, his brother’s girlfriend, but learned little in studying it. Bethany was the sort of petite, strong-boned blonde darling Joel used to be told he should desire. He detected the glow of money in her impeccable skin and finally realized why her name was so familiar: the Tanner family owned a cattle ranch west of town. If the ranch was still running—which, judging from Bethany’s gleaming Lexus, it was—those cows must be one of the few moneymaking ventures left in Pettis County.

Here Bethany stood with Dylan at the game Friday night, one leg cocked up behind her. Here she was beaming with the other cheerleaders in the high school’s gym. Here she was with Dylan again, the two of them smiling in camouflage, posed in front of a deer stand with hunting rifles in their hands. Sharpest Shot In the West he calls me lol, read the caption. #girlslikegunstoo.

In her most recent picture, posted yesterday, Bethany lay resting against a pile of pillows, a sticker of a cartoon thermometer jutting from her pouting mouth. why does this never happen on school days haha #fever.

Joel wondered what the odds were that Dylan might be resting on a pillow beside her, cropped just out of the frame.

Joel made a lap around the kitchen. Another. He canceled his flight back to New York and emailed his team to tell them he would be in Texas for a few days longer.

He pushed open the door to his brother’s room.

Things inside were remarkably tidy for a boy Dylan’s age. Joel went to the closet, found a shirt on every hanger. He checked the drawers of the dresser and found them full of socks and underwear. His brother was traveling light.