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Contents ( 108)
  1. SUNDAY
  2. JOEL
  3. FRIDAY
  4. JOEL
  5. CLARK
  6. JAMAL
  7. JOEL
  8. BETHANY
  9. SATURDAY
  10. JOEL
  11. CLARK
  12. SUNDAY
  13. JOEL
  14. MONDAY
  15. CLARK
  16. KIMBRA
  17. CLARK
  18. JOEL
  19. TUESDAY
  20. CLARK
  21. BETHANY
  22. CLARK
  23. KIMBRA
  24. CLARK
  25. WEDNESDAY
  26. JOEL
  27. CLARK
  28. JOEL
  29. CLARK
  30. JOEL
  31. CLARK
  32. JOEL
  33. LUKE
  34. JOEL
  35. CLARK
  36. THURSDAY
  37. JAMAL
  38. CLARK
  39. JOEL
  40. CLARK
  41. KIMBRA
  42. JOEL
  43. CLARK
  44. JOEL
  45. LUKE
  46. JOEL
  47. LUKE
  48. JOEL
  49. FRIDAY
  50. JAMAL
  51. CLARK
  52. JOEL
  53. CLARK
  54. JOEL
  55. CLARK
  56. JOEL
  57. KIMBRA
  58. JOEL
  59. KIMBRA
  60. JOEL
  61. LUKE
  62. JAMAL
  63. CLARK
  64. KIMBRA
  65. LUKE
  66. BETHANY
  67. LUKE
  68. CLARK
  69. BETHANY
  70. JAMAL
  71. LUKE
  72. JOEL
  73. LUKE
  74. BETHANY
  75. JOEL
  76. JAMAL
  77. CLARK
  78. LUKE
  79. BETHANY
  80. JOEL
  81. BETHANY
  82. JOEL
  83. LUKE
  84. CLARK
  85. KIMBRA
  86. LUKE
  87. CLARK
  88. JAMAL
  89. KIMBRA
  90. CLARK
  91. BETHANY
  92. JAMAL
  93. CLARK
  94. KIMBRA
  95. CLARK
  96. JAMAL
  97. BETHANY
  98. JOEL
  99. JAMAL
  100. JOEL
  101. BETHANY
  102. JAMAL
  103. BETHANY
  104. CLARK
  105. AFTER
  106. CLARK
  107. JOEL
  108. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

“What hasn’t he done? It’s a sadness, how that guy’s turned out. And his buddy Ranger Mason is hardly any better. He lost most of his hand in Afghanistan.”

Now there was a name with no pleasant memories tethered to it. Joel felt his heart shrink, felt a sudden need to pull his mind away from everything the thought of Ranger brought back to him. He opened his phone. He logged on to Grindr, smiled at the number of men who had messaged him since his arrival in town. Just like that, and he was desirable. He was worth something again, whatever Ranger Mason might once have said.

Joel took a sip of his whiskey. With a grin, he had a sudden recollection of Dylan at the field, smiling as the town laid itself at his feet.

They had something in common, the two brothers: they both loved attention from people they never wanted to know.

“My mother says KT and Dylan are very close,” Joel said.

“They are. Dylan was real concerned for KT over the summer. Staler got into some kind of trouble.”

“With drugs?”

Wesley poked his head out of the kitchen. Joel felt him glance at the open phone and quickly concealed it. If Wesley recognized what he saw on the screen, however, he gave no sign of it. “What makes you say that?”

“Dylan and KT went to the coast a few times this summer, no?”

Wesley accepted his drink. “Every few weekends. Your brother isn’t much of a churchgoer either way. Why do you ask?”

Joel almost mentioned something Investigator Mayfield had said yesterday—“The Staler boy hasn’t given Dylan any trouble?”—but caught himself. Just like he had with Kimbra Lott at the hardware store, Joel was leery of giving this man ideas.

Joel realized that Wesley had held his eye all this time. He cleared his throat and rose from the couch. “Can I use your bathroom?”

Wesley blinked. “Straight down the hall.”

On Grindr, a grid of men’s online profiles covered his screen. Most of the profiles, Joel saw, lacked any photo of their owner, which was unsurprising considering this corner of the country. A man’s faceless gray silhouette, the app’s placeholder image to conceal those users too cautious to even hint at their identity, repeated itself twenty times before Joel spotted an actual profile photo. A tight torso was posed in the mirror of an elegant bedroom so softly lit Joel doubted it could be found anywhere in Pettis County; good taste like this didn’t seem to exist outside of cities. This user, he suspected, was using someone else’s photographs.

Whoever they were, they had sent him a message:

omg ur the brother!!

Joel glanced at the man’s profile: no height listed, no weight, no age, no name. Who was this?

Am I? Joel wrote.

The user sent him an emoji with hearts for eyes.

Joel responded:

How old are you?

Joel stepped into a bedroom large enough to house a small plane and found little inside but hideous oak furniture and a sprawling painting of a cattle range.