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Chapters (137)
  1. Music Playlist
  2. 1. Constantine
  3. Constantine
  4. New York, New York
  5. 2. Juliette
  6. Juliette
  7. 3. Constantine
  8. Constantine
  9. 4. Constantine
  10. Constantine
  11. Oranjestad, Aruba - Seventeen Years Ago
  12. 5. Constantine
  13. Constantine
  14. Present Day
  15. 6. Juliette
  16. Juliette
  17. Seventeen Years Ago - That Night
  18. One Month Later - Anchorage, Kentucky
  19. 7. Juliette
  20. Juliette
  21. Present Day
  22. 8. Constantine
  23. Constantine
  24. 9. Constantine
  25. Constantine
  26. 10. Constantine
  27. Constantine
  28. 11. Constantine
  29. Constantine
  30. 12. Constantine
  31. Constantine
  32. 13. Juliette
  33. Juliette
  34. 14. Juliette
  35. Juliette
  36. 15. Juliette
  37. Juliette
  38. 16. Juliette
  39. Juliette
  40. 17. Juliette
  41. Juliette
  42. 18. Constantine
  43. Constantine
  44. 19. Constantine
  45. Constantine
  46. 20. Constantine
  47. Constantine
  48. 21. Constantine
  49. Constantine
  50. 22. Constantine
  51. Constantine
  52. 23. Juliette
  53. Juliette
  54. 24. Juliette
  55. Juliette
  56. 25. Juliette
  57. Juliette
  58. 26. Constantine
  59. Constantine
  60. 27. Constantine
  61. Constantine
  62. 28. Constantine
  63. Constantine
  64. 29. Juliette
  65. Juliette
  66. 30. Juliette
  67. Juliette
  68. 31. Constantine
  69. Constantine
  70. 32. Constantine
  71. Constantine
  72. 33. Juliette
  73. Juliette
  74. 34. Juliette
  75. Juliette
  76. 35. Constantine
  77. Constantine
  78. 36. Juliette
  79. Juliette
  80. 37. Constantine
  81. Constantine
  82. 38. Juliette
  83. Juliette
  84. 39. Constantine
  85. Constantine
  86. 40. Constantine
  87. Constantine
  88. 41. Juliette
  89. Juliette
  90. 42. Juliette
  91. Juliette
  92. 43. Constantine
  93. Constantine
  94. 44. Constantine
  95. Constantine
  96. 45. Juliette
  97. Juliette
  98. 46. Juliette
  99. Juliette
  100. 47. Constantine
  101. Constantine
  102. 48. Juliette
  103. Juliette
  104. 49. Constantine
  105. Constantine
  106. 50. Juliette
  107. Juliette
  108. In the Air
  109. 51. Constantine
  110. Constantine
  111. Sorrento, Italy
  112. 52. Constantine
  113. Constantine
  114. 53. Constantine
  115. Constantine
  116. 54. Juliette
  117. Juliette
  118. Five Minutes Before
  119. 55. Constantine
  120. Constantine
  121. 56. Constantine
  122. Constantine
  123. Dublin, Ireland
  124. 57. Juliette
  125. Juliette
  126. Carbost, Scotland
  127. 58. Juliette
  128. Juliette
  129. 59. Juliette
  130. Juliette
  131. New York, New York
  132. Epilogue
  133. Constantine
  134. Later That Fall
  135. Author’s Note
  136. Also by Brittney Sahin
  137. About the Author

He stopped touching me and backed up, so I took the opportunity to hop down and test out my legs. Thankfully, I didn’t have an Ariel from The Little Mermaid moment and remained standing fine.

“This is not one of those ‘worthy cause’ times.”

He scoffed as if offended. “The man made the mother of my son get on her hands and knees, and you don’t think that’s a good enough reason to . . .”

I folded my arms, curious where he planned to go with that sentence. “He doesn’t belong in that closet of yours. He’s an asshole, not evil.”

He narrowed his eyes as if about to let me know there wasn’t a difference, but he wisely refrained, saving my heart the unnecessary stress. His hands went to the counter on each side of me, imprisoning me again.

He closed his eyes and said something under his breath, presumably in Italian since I didn’t understand. “You should get some rest. I think that’s enough questions for now.”

I considered protesting, but I was mentally and physically drained, and I didn’t entirely trust myself to make the best decisions in that state. Considering how easily I’d slipped from being afraid to being turned on within the space of minutes should’ve concerned me, too. “Okay.”

He opened his eyes as if relieved I didn’t put up a fight. “Good. So, you’ll sleep?”

“I’ll try.” Best I could promise.

“Good,” he repeated, remaining a fixed block of steely resolve before me.

I angled my head, curious if he planned to move so I could do what he’d asked. When he didn’t budge, I parked my hands on his chest, preparing to give him a little nudge. His heart was beating hard and fast.

“Juliette.” I’d never heard my name said as both a warning and a plea before.

“Yes?” I whispered.

The muscles in his arms went taut, as if restraining himself from touching me instead of the marble off to my sides. “I’m sure Colin’s hoping you and I will wind up together.”

Oh. I swallowed. “I’m sure he’s thought about it.” And I have a hundred times since you came back into my life. Points for keeping that truth to myself.

“The last thing I want to do is disappoint him all over again.”

His words shouldn’t have gutted me or resurrected the wall I’d forgotten to keep up between us, but they did. I had two hearts to protect, not just my own.

“I understand what you’re saying.” The only power I held over him was about our son, but it wouldn’t go beyond that. No us. Message received. Whatever was left of my hope that there’d be more between us disintegrated.

He pushed off the counter and righted his posture. “You understand what, exactly?” He angled his head, intense eyes pointed at me.