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Chapters (137)
  1. Music Playlist
  2. 1. Constantine
  3. Constantine
  4. New York, New York
  5. 2. Juliette
  6. Juliette
  7. 3. Constantine
  8. Constantine
  9. 4. Constantine
  10. Constantine
  11. Oranjestad, Aruba - Seventeen Years Ago
  12. 5. Constantine
  13. Constantine
  14. Present Day
  15. 6. Juliette
  16. Juliette
  17. Seventeen Years Ago - That Night
  18. One Month Later - Anchorage, Kentucky
  19. 7. Juliette
  20. Juliette
  21. Present Day
  22. 8. Constantine
  23. Constantine
  24. 9. Constantine
  25. Constantine
  26. 10. Constantine
  27. Constantine
  28. 11. Constantine
  29. Constantine
  30. 12. Constantine
  31. Constantine
  32. 13. Juliette
  33. Juliette
  34. 14. Juliette
  35. Juliette
  36. 15. Juliette
  37. Juliette
  38. 16. Juliette
  39. Juliette
  40. 17. Juliette
  41. Juliette
  42. 18. Constantine
  43. Constantine
  44. 19. Constantine
  45. Constantine
  46. 20. Constantine
  47. Constantine
  48. 21. Constantine
  49. Constantine
  50. 22. Constantine
  51. Constantine
  52. 23. Juliette
  53. Juliette
  54. 24. Juliette
  55. Juliette
  56. 25. Juliette
  57. Juliette
  58. 26. Constantine
  59. Constantine
  60. 27. Constantine
  61. Constantine
  62. 28. Constantine
  63. Constantine
  64. 29. Juliette
  65. Juliette
  66. 30. Juliette
  67. Juliette
  68. 31. Constantine
  69. Constantine
  70. 32. Constantine
  71. Constantine
  72. 33. Juliette
  73. Juliette
  74. 34. Juliette
  75. Juliette
  76. 35. Constantine
  77. Constantine
  78. 36. Juliette
  79. Juliette
  80. 37. Constantine
  81. Constantine
  82. 38. Juliette
  83. Juliette
  84. 39. Constantine
  85. Constantine
  86. 40. Constantine
  87. Constantine
  88. 41. Juliette
  89. Juliette
  90. 42. Juliette
  91. Juliette
  92. 43. Constantine
  93. Constantine
  94. 44. Constantine
  95. Constantine
  96. 45. Juliette
  97. Juliette
  98. 46. Juliette
  99. Juliette
  100. 47. Constantine
  101. Constantine
  102. 48. Juliette
  103. Juliette
  104. 49. Constantine
  105. Constantine
  106. 50. Juliette
  107. Juliette
  108. In the Air
  109. 51. Constantine
  110. Constantine
  111. Sorrento, Italy
  112. 52. Constantine
  113. Constantine
  114. 53. Constantine
  115. Constantine
  116. 54. Juliette
  117. Juliette
  118. Five Minutes Before
  119. 55. Constantine
  120. Constantine
  121. 56. Constantine
  122. Constantine
  123. Dublin, Ireland
  124. 57. Juliette
  125. Juliette
  126. Carbost, Scotland
  127. 58. Juliette
  128. Juliette
  129. 59. Juliette
  130. Juliette
  131. New York, New York
  132. Epilogue
  133. Constantine
  134. Later That Fall
  135. Author’s Note
  136. Also by Brittney Sahin
  137. About the Author

It was Thursday, and Saturday felt like forever away, especially since I had an op planned between now and then. I had to get to the truth, though. I had to know if it was her.

Curious if she remembered to remove the photo, I opened the box.

The photo was still inside the heart—Juliette with her son when he was a baby. I stared at the image for a minute as another wave of familiarity washed over me. I wasn’t sure if I was just seeing what my heart wanted to see or if it was really her. What were the chances it was? A million to one? Maybe greater.

I forced myself to close the heart, set aside the necklace, and went to the bar for a different bottle of Legacy Ridge.

Pieces of my past clicked into place with each step I took.

The woman I’d met that night had been celebrating her twenty-first birthday, and Juliette was about to turn thirty-eight this month. Her son was sixteen, so she had him a few months before she turned twenty-two.

I opened my phone and looked at the photo of Colin I’d saved during my search to find him.

My vision became hazy as I continued to focus on the image of him. “Colin Carmichael.”

I abruptly dropped to my knees.

Pain stretched through my limbs.

Clawed from the inside out with sharpened blades and ripped out my heart.

The kid may have had the same facial features, hair, and build as me, even the same attitude, but that didn’t mean he was my . . .

No, it can’t be. It’s not possible. We used protection.

I peered up at the top shelf and to the Legacy Ridge bottle. My favorite bourbon was owned by Colin’s grandfather, of all people.

No. You can’t be mine.

You can’t be my son.

4. Constantine

Chapter 4

Constantine

Oranjestad, Aruba - Seventeen Years Ago

I was beginning to think it was preordained that I’d constantly find myself in situations where someone needed saving, and I was genetically hardwired to step forward and help.

“Here we go again,” my buddy said, a warrant officer who always chose to steer clear of my kind of trouble.

He must’ve recognized the look in my eyes and saw where my attention was laser focused. An asshole was bothering a woman, and no one around her was doing anything about it.

“We have a flight to catch tonight.” John could be the voice of reason in my ear all he wanted, but that wouldn’t change anything if this prick didn’t remove his hands from that girl in the next three seconds. And he knew it. “Look, just don’t wind up in jail. Your father will be pissed if he has to bail you out after another fight.”

I side-eyed him, shaking my head. “None of the fights are ever my fault.”