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Chapters (137)
  1. Music Playlist
  2. 1. Constantine
  3. Constantine
  4. New York, New York
  5. 2. Juliette
  6. Juliette
  7. 3. Constantine
  8. Constantine
  9. 4. Constantine
  10. Constantine
  11. Oranjestad, Aruba - Seventeen Years Ago
  12. 5. Constantine
  13. Constantine
  14. Present Day
  15. 6. Juliette
  16. Juliette
  17. Seventeen Years Ago - That Night
  18. One Month Later - Anchorage, Kentucky
  19. 7. Juliette
  20. Juliette
  21. Present Day
  22. 8. Constantine
  23. Constantine
  24. 9. Constantine
  25. Constantine
  26. 10. Constantine
  27. Constantine
  28. 11. Constantine
  29. Constantine
  30. 12. Constantine
  31. Constantine
  32. 13. Juliette
  33. Juliette
  34. 14. Juliette
  35. Juliette
  36. 15. Juliette
  37. Juliette
  38. 16. Juliette
  39. Juliette
  40. 17. Juliette
  41. Juliette
  42. 18. Constantine
  43. Constantine
  44. 19. Constantine
  45. Constantine
  46. 20. Constantine
  47. Constantine
  48. 21. Constantine
  49. Constantine
  50. 22. Constantine
  51. Constantine
  52. 23. Juliette
  53. Juliette
  54. 24. Juliette
  55. Juliette
  56. 25. Juliette
  57. Juliette
  58. 26. Constantine
  59. Constantine
  60. 27. Constantine
  61. Constantine
  62. 28. Constantine
  63. Constantine
  64. 29. Juliette
  65. Juliette
  66. 30. Juliette
  67. Juliette
  68. 31. Constantine
  69. Constantine
  70. 32. Constantine
  71. Constantine
  72. 33. Juliette
  73. Juliette
  74. 34. Juliette
  75. Juliette
  76. 35. Constantine
  77. Constantine
  78. 36. Juliette
  79. Juliette
  80. 37. Constantine
  81. Constantine
  82. 38. Juliette
  83. Juliette
  84. 39. Constantine
  85. Constantine
  86. 40. Constantine
  87. Constantine
  88. 41. Juliette
  89. Juliette
  90. 42. Juliette
  91. Juliette
  92. 43. Constantine
  93. Constantine
  94. 44. Constantine
  95. Constantine
  96. 45. Juliette
  97. Juliette
  98. 46. Juliette
  99. Juliette
  100. 47. Constantine
  101. Constantine
  102. 48. Juliette
  103. Juliette
  104. 49. Constantine
  105. Constantine
  106. 50. Juliette
  107. Juliette
  108. In the Air
  109. 51. Constantine
  110. Constantine
  111. Sorrento, Italy
  112. 52. Constantine
  113. Constantine
  114. 53. Constantine
  115. Constantine
  116. 54. Juliette
  117. Juliette
  118. Five Minutes Before
  119. 55. Constantine
  120. Constantine
  121. 56. Constantine
  122. Constantine
  123. Dublin, Ireland
  124. 57. Juliette
  125. Juliette
  126. Carbost, Scotland
  127. 58. Juliette
  128. Juliette
  129. 59. Juliette
  130. Juliette
  131. New York, New York
  132. Epilogue
  133. Constantine
  134. Later That Fall
  135. Author’s Note
  136. Also by Brittney Sahin
  137. About the Author

Feeling Constantine’s gaze riveted on me now, I looked his way. His brows were tight, his lips a hard line, as if waiting for my permission to speak.

Colin didn’t miss my nonverbal signal, reading my quiet nod as confirmation.

“I knew it,” he said, punctuating each of his words.

“We planned to tell you today.” I placed my hand over my stomach, as if it might quell the mountain of emotions moving into my chest and constricting my throat.

Constantine quietly stood. He had to be feeling a world of hurt and pain, so many things I’d never understand since I hadn’t been robbed of sixteen years with Colin. I was desperate to hug both of them.

They gazed at one another, jaws strained, and eyes narrowed. This was supposed to be a happy reunion, but instead, it felt like we were in for an uphill battle between a stubborn boy and an equally stubborn man.

“How long have you two known?” Anger curled up into Colin’s words, emotion withering away at the last syllable.

“Since yesterday, before you went for breakfast.” I stretched my arm toward him, but he shook me off. It took all my restraint to hang back, not to swaddle him in my arms, blanketing him with the comfort I knew he needed but wouldn’t accept.

“So, that’s why you came here yesterday all upset, asking to see Mom. You thought she kept me from you.” He lowered the Ziploc bag to his side as if it held the weight of a lifetime of what-could’ve-beens if only the ink hadn’t been ruined. “Why didn’t you two tell me yesterday?”

This moment had been sixteen years in the making, and I’d wanted it to be special. “I couldn’t drop that on you and then take off for work.”

“Why—why won’t you say something?”

Colin’s broken voice shattered my already broken heart, and my maternal need to comfort him took over. I lunged for him, wrapping him in my arms, but his focus remained on Constantine.

“Say something,” he implored, his body trembling against me as he refused to return my hug. “Say the words. Pl-lease.” His voice stuttered with the same emotion I felt coursing through him. “Just say the words.”

I suppressed my sob, rolling my lips inward and tightening my mouth, refusing to steal focus away from the two of them by ugly crying. But, oh God, my heart. It hurt so bad for him, and if Constantine didn’t speak soon, I’d have no choice but to do it for him.

My body shuddered when I felt Constantine’s presence close in behind us. “Sono tuo padre.”

Colin peeled free from the sanctuary of my arms, urging me to the side so he could face his dad. “English, please,” Colin said, grit in his voice and tears in his eyes.