Chapters (137)
- Music Playlist
- 1. Constantine
- Constantine
- New York, New York
- 2. Juliette
- Juliette
- 3. Constantine
- Constantine
- 4. Constantine
- Constantine
- Oranjestad, Aruba - Seventeen Years Ago
- 5. Constantine
- Constantine
- Present Day
- 6. Juliette
- Juliette
- Seventeen Years Ago - That Night
- One Month Later - Anchorage, Kentucky
- 7. Juliette
- Juliette
- Present Day
- 8. Constantine
- Constantine
- 9. Constantine
- Constantine
- 10. Constantine
- Constantine
- 11. Constantine
- Constantine
- 12. Constantine
- Constantine
- 13. Juliette
- Juliette
- 14. Juliette
- Juliette
- 15. Juliette
- Juliette
- 16. Juliette
- Juliette
- 17. Juliette
- Juliette
- 18. Constantine
- Constantine
- 19. Constantine
- Constantine
- 20. Constantine
- Constantine
- 21. Constantine
- Constantine
- 22. Constantine
- Constantine
- 23. Juliette
- Juliette
- 24. Juliette
- Juliette
- 25. Juliette
- Juliette
- 26. Constantine
- Constantine
- 27. Constantine
- Constantine
- 28. Constantine
- Constantine
- 29. Juliette
- Juliette
- 30. Juliette
- Juliette
- 31. Constantine
- Constantine
- 32. Constantine
- Constantine
- 33. Juliette
- Juliette
- 34. Juliette
- Juliette
- 35. Constantine
- Constantine
- 36. Juliette
- Juliette
- 37. Constantine
- Constantine
- 38. Juliette
- Juliette
- 39. Constantine
- Constantine
- 40. Constantine
- Constantine
- 41. Juliette
- Juliette
- 42. Juliette
- Juliette
- 43. Constantine
- Constantine
- 44. Constantine
- Constantine
- 45. Juliette
- Juliette
- 46. Juliette
- Juliette
- 47. Constantine
- Constantine
- 48. Juliette
- Juliette
- 49. Constantine
- Constantine
- 50. Juliette
- Juliette
- In the Air
- 51. Constantine
- Constantine
- Sorrento, Italy
- 52. Constantine
- Constantine
- 53. Constantine
- Constantine
- 54. Juliette
- Juliette
- Five Minutes Before
- 55. Constantine
- Constantine
- 56. Constantine
- Constantine
- Dublin, Ireland
- 57. Juliette
- Juliette
- Carbost, Scotland
- 58. Juliette
- Juliette
- 59. Juliette
- Juliette
- New York, New York
- Epilogue
- Constantine
- Later That Fall
- Author’s Note
- Also by Brittney Sahin
- About the Author
Grinding my back teeth, the pain in my head and heart was too damn much. I couldn’t breathe or think. I had to get out of there. I took off from the building, narrowly avoiding conversations with staff on my way to the parking garage.
The moment I sat behind the wheel of my car, my first thought was to text Juliette. We’d swapped digits after I’d dodged answering her question about the ring Colin had mentioned. I went from not having a son yesterday to covering for him today. What the hell was going on?
Me: How were things after I left? You okay?
Me: This is Constantine, by the way, in case you didn’t save my number.
Juliette: Hey, I did save it. And you caught me just getting out of the shower. One sec.
Thank you for that image of you naked and wet. Fuck. I bucked my hips forward, unsure what the hell that was all about. I didn’t get aroused from a text, let alone an innocent one.
My car remained in park as I waited for her to put on some clothes.
Juliette: Things are . . . weirdish? But he’s good. Well, as good as a 16-yr-old can ever truly be. And I’m okay. I think? Nervous to tell him. Excited . . . but nervous. Make sense?
The woman texted like she talked.
And was I grinning because of a text? Another thing that never happened.
Me: Why weird? (I’m nervous, too.)
I rolled my eyes at my use of parentheses, deleted them, then sent the text.
Juliette: He thinks something sketchy is going on. (His words.)
I smiled at her parentheses.
Fuck. I’m so fucked.
Juliette: He asked if you’re . . . this is too embarrassing to say, and it was even more mortifying to hear him ask me.
I straightened in my seat.
Me: What? Tell me.
Juliette: We’re still strangers. Technically. Kind of awkward.
Me: You had my DNA inside you. Grew my child in your stomach (womb?). We no longer qualify as strangers.
I groaned at how horrible that sounded and quickly deleted the whole thing.
I used to be smooth. What happened to me?
Me: I get it.
I hated that response even more but sent it before quickly following up with a text I actually meant.
Me: You’re not in this alone. Not anymore.
Juliette: Thank you.
Juliette: If you really want to know what he said . . .?
Me: I do.
Bubbles came and went. I could feel her nerves in every bouncing dot.
Juliette: He’s worried you’re blackmailing me with the security tapes from the parking garage.
Me: For?
Juliette: In exchange for . . . <facepalm emoji> sex.
Me: Oh.
Brilliant response. It was no wonder my father had yet to retire and turn over his empire to me. Not that I wanted him to.
Me: So, he doesn’t suspect we’ve already had sex, then? That I’m his dad?