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Chapters (137)
  1. Music Playlist
  2. 1. Constantine
  3. Constantine
  4. New York, New York
  5. 2. Juliette
  6. Juliette
  7. 3. Constantine
  8. Constantine
  9. 4. Constantine
  10. Constantine
  11. Oranjestad, Aruba - Seventeen Years Ago
  12. 5. Constantine
  13. Constantine
  14. Present Day
  15. 6. Juliette
  16. Juliette
  17. Seventeen Years Ago - That Night
  18. One Month Later - Anchorage, Kentucky
  19. 7. Juliette
  20. Juliette
  21. Present Day
  22. 8. Constantine
  23. Constantine
  24. 9. Constantine
  25. Constantine
  26. 10. Constantine
  27. Constantine
  28. 11. Constantine
  29. Constantine
  30. 12. Constantine
  31. Constantine
  32. 13. Juliette
  33. Juliette
  34. 14. Juliette
  35. Juliette
  36. 15. Juliette
  37. Juliette
  38. 16. Juliette
  39. Juliette
  40. 17. Juliette
  41. Juliette
  42. 18. Constantine
  43. Constantine
  44. 19. Constantine
  45. Constantine
  46. 20. Constantine
  47. Constantine
  48. 21. Constantine
  49. Constantine
  50. 22. Constantine
  51. Constantine
  52. 23. Juliette
  53. Juliette
  54. 24. Juliette
  55. Juliette
  56. 25. Juliette
  57. Juliette
  58. 26. Constantine
  59. Constantine
  60. 27. Constantine
  61. Constantine
  62. 28. Constantine
  63. Constantine
  64. 29. Juliette
  65. Juliette
  66. 30. Juliette
  67. Juliette
  68. 31. Constantine
  69. Constantine
  70. 32. Constantine
  71. Constantine
  72. 33. Juliette
  73. Juliette
  74. 34. Juliette
  75. Juliette
  76. 35. Constantine
  77. Constantine
  78. 36. Juliette
  79. Juliette
  80. 37. Constantine
  81. Constantine
  82. 38. Juliette
  83. Juliette
  84. 39. Constantine
  85. Constantine
  86. 40. Constantine
  87. Constantine
  88. 41. Juliette
  89. Juliette
  90. 42. Juliette
  91. Juliette
  92. 43. Constantine
  93. Constantine
  94. 44. Constantine
  95. Constantine
  96. 45. Juliette
  97. Juliette
  98. 46. Juliette
  99. Juliette
  100. 47. Constantine
  101. Constantine
  102. 48. Juliette
  103. Juliette
  104. 49. Constantine
  105. Constantine
  106. 50. Juliette
  107. Juliette
  108. In the Air
  109. 51. Constantine
  110. Constantine
  111. Sorrento, Italy
  112. 52. Constantine
  113. Constantine
  114. 53. Constantine
  115. Constantine
  116. 54. Juliette
  117. Juliette
  118. Five Minutes Before
  119. 55. Constantine
  120. Constantine
  121. 56. Constantine
  122. Constantine
  123. Dublin, Ireland
  124. 57. Juliette
  125. Juliette
  126. Carbost, Scotland
  127. 58. Juliette
  128. Juliette
  129. 59. Juliette
  130. Juliette
  131. New York, New York
  132. Epilogue
  133. Constantine
  134. Later That Fall
  135. Author’s Note
  136. Also by Brittney Sahin
  137. About the Author

Before I could come up with an answer that made sense about my card, I noticed him zeroing in on the scars on my right arm. “What happened to you? Burned or something?”

“Or something,” I bit out. “Now, where’s your mom?”

He turned to the side, facing the living room. “She stopped at a church on her way home. Not that it’s your business.”

“Why is she at church on a Friday morning? And don’t tell me it’s not my business.” Everything was now officially my business.

“But it’s not.” He whirled around to confront me. “She’s my mother, not yours.”

And I think I’m your father. Maybe. Probably. Looking at you now, yes, most definitely.

Eyes back on me, I could tell he was torn between continuing to revolt and surrender.

Choose option two.

“Knowing Mom, she’s probably there praying for me,” he answered, choosing the smarter route. “You know, asking for forgiveness for my sins or something like that.”

“Why aren’t you with her if it’s⁠—”

“I’d combust into flames if I stepped into a church.”

Yeah, you and me both, kid. I hated that we also had that in common. “What church?”

“Fuck if I know.”

“Language.” Great, now I was becoming like my father.

A light laugh rolled from his mouth—the smart-ass kind. “Real funny, dude. Like you can tell me what to do. You’re not my father.”

I shoved my hands in my Brioni dress pants pockets and hung my head. “Work hard to remember the name,” I said instead of giving him a piece of my mind.

He mumbled a few curses, clearly to get under my skin, then tossed out a couple of adjectives to describe the church. “She said she was drawn to it on her way home from work a few weeks ago. We’re Methodist, so I don’t know why she’d go to a Catholic . . .” He let his words trail off as if realizing he’d opened up to me when he’d been doing his best not to.

I lifted my eyes to the ceiling, realizing Juliette was at my late sister’s church. Bianca had been a devout Catholic.

Bianca, what are you up to? And if this is your doing, why didn’t you bring us together before now?

“Don’t even think about tracking her down. I don’t want you⁠—”

“Listen, son,” I began my lecture in a deep voice, “I’m⁠—”

“Not your son, remember?”