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Chapters (137)
  1. Music Playlist
  2. 1. Constantine
  3. Constantine
  4. New York, New York
  5. 2. Juliette
  6. Juliette
  7. 3. Constantine
  8. Constantine
  9. 4. Constantine
  10. Constantine
  11. Oranjestad, Aruba - Seventeen Years Ago
  12. 5. Constantine
  13. Constantine
  14. Present Day
  15. 6. Juliette
  16. Juliette
  17. Seventeen Years Ago - That Night
  18. One Month Later - Anchorage, Kentucky
  19. 7. Juliette
  20. Juliette
  21. Present Day
  22. 8. Constantine
  23. Constantine
  24. 9. Constantine
  25. Constantine
  26. 10. Constantine
  27. Constantine
  28. 11. Constantine
  29. Constantine
  30. 12. Constantine
  31. Constantine
  32. 13. Juliette
  33. Juliette
  34. 14. Juliette
  35. Juliette
  36. 15. Juliette
  37. Juliette
  38. 16. Juliette
  39. Juliette
  40. 17. Juliette
  41. Juliette
  42. 18. Constantine
  43. Constantine
  44. 19. Constantine
  45. Constantine
  46. 20. Constantine
  47. Constantine
  48. 21. Constantine
  49. Constantine
  50. 22. Constantine
  51. Constantine
  52. 23. Juliette
  53. Juliette
  54. 24. Juliette
  55. Juliette
  56. 25. Juliette
  57. Juliette
  58. 26. Constantine
  59. Constantine
  60. 27. Constantine
  61. Constantine
  62. 28. Constantine
  63. Constantine
  64. 29. Juliette
  65. Juliette
  66. 30. Juliette
  67. Juliette
  68. 31. Constantine
  69. Constantine
  70. 32. Constantine
  71. Constantine
  72. 33. Juliette
  73. Juliette
  74. 34. Juliette
  75. Juliette
  76. 35. Constantine
  77. Constantine
  78. 36. Juliette
  79. Juliette
  80. 37. Constantine
  81. Constantine
  82. 38. Juliette
  83. Juliette
  84. 39. Constantine
  85. Constantine
  86. 40. Constantine
  87. Constantine
  88. 41. Juliette
  89. Juliette
  90. 42. Juliette
  91. Juliette
  92. 43. Constantine
  93. Constantine
  94. 44. Constantine
  95. Constantine
  96. 45. Juliette
  97. Juliette
  98. 46. Juliette
  99. Juliette
  100. 47. Constantine
  101. Constantine
  102. 48. Juliette
  103. Juliette
  104. 49. Constantine
  105. Constantine
  106. 50. Juliette
  107. Juliette
  108. In the Air
  109. 51. Constantine
  110. Constantine
  111. Sorrento, Italy
  112. 52. Constantine
  113. Constantine
  114. 53. Constantine
  115. Constantine
  116. 54. Juliette
  117. Juliette
  118. Five Minutes Before
  119. 55. Constantine
  120. Constantine
  121. 56. Constantine
  122. Constantine
  123. Dublin, Ireland
  124. 57. Juliette
  125. Juliette
  126. Carbost, Scotland
  127. 58. Juliette
  128. Juliette
  129. 59. Juliette
  130. Juliette
  131. New York, New York
  132. Epilogue
  133. Constantine
  134. Later That Fall
  135. Author’s Note
  136. Also by Brittney Sahin
  137. About the Author

“Where are we going?” My voice was hoarse. My throat still sore.

“You’re going to the hospital.” Juliette was next to me on the bed, holding my hand. “You scared me.”

“You scared all of us,” Enzo muttered from somewhere in the room.

I blinked, shifting my gaze from the angel who saved me to track down my brother. The room was packed. Colin, Alessandro, Izzy, and Hudson were there, too.

“I missed that sniper,” Hudson said, shaking his head as Izzy clung to him. “I’m so fucking sorry he got you.”

“No,” I whispered, my voice still ragged. “I’m not.”

Hudson frowned. “What?”

“I got to see Bianca.”

At my remark, a heavy silence fell over the room.

Shock flashed across Enzo’s face. “What?”

I exhaled slowly, the memory forming so clearly in my mind it was as if she were right there with us. It was real. I knew it was. It had to be.

“Want to know what Heaven’s like?” Tears burned the corners of my eyes, one slipping down my cheek. “I didn’t go to Hell. Can ya believe that?”

A rough, breathless laugh broke from me, but my chest seized at the attempt, my lungs on fire. Even after everything, even after nearly dying, I was still trying to mask my emotions.

Enzo stepped closer, his arms slack at his sides. “You saw her?” His gaze locked on to mine as chills swept through me.

“I did.” I shifted my focus to Alessandro, Izzy, and then back to Enzo. “She’s good. Really good. At peace.”

I hadn’t wanted to leave her, but she made me. I refrained from sharing that detail, though.

Enzo cupped his mouth, eyes falling to the floor as he processed. Something told me he didn’t think I was crazy. That he believed me.

More tears fell as I gasped—not for air, but to stop the sob building in my throat.

“There was all this light. Color everywhere. Colors I’ve never seen here on earth.” The knot in my throat tightened. “Bianca was waiting for me, standing in a sundress as real as you are in front of me now. Not some floating something-or-other I’d have expected. I, uh, it was . . .” I didn’t know how to describe what I’d experienced since it was truly otherworldly. “She told me it wasn’t my time.” I shared a few more details I could remember, including Bianca’s message to share her love to everyone. “I was on the edge of Heaven, not at the gates of Hell. I was . . . forgiven.”

The sob I’d been trying to hold back finally broke free, and Juliette leaned in and brought her cheek to my chest, hugging me.

I let myself cry in front of everyone, and for once, I didn’t care. It was as freeing as that serenity I’d felt with my sister in Heaven.