I began tracing the path that slid into my wetness and pulled it up to circle my nub. Tavis curled up against me and wrapped his arm around my middle. I massaged with increased speed and pressure, the fingers of my other hand slipped into my vagina.

I came quickly and rested against him only a moment as I gathered my energy to show him how far my pleasures could take me. As I began to experience my second orgasm, I felt his penis grow stiff against my hip.

In the safety of the dark, Tavis pulled his body on top of mine. I opened my legs to let him lie between my thighs.

“I won’t enter you.”

I felt the smooth head of his penis as it slid up the soft flesh of my thigh. For the briefest of moments I felt it nuzzle at my opening; involutarily my hips raised to meet him. My wetness allowed the head to break through my opening, and Tavis let out a cry of panic. He pulled his cock from me and sat up on his knees. I could see him clutching himself as he ejaculated on my belly.

Horrified, he wiped up the cream with his hand and rushed out the door. He did not come back to my bed after that night.

Back at school, Tavis would not be alone with me. His roommate, Sean, was with us always. Without him, Tavis avoided me. I did not know if it was his shame or his fear of temptation that kept him from me.

I would go to our room on the upper level of the library and take in the scent of the books that I associated with Tavis. I would close the door, turn out the light, curl up, and cry. I couldn’t understand how he could leave me.

“Your brother stopped by to see you today,” my roommate told me.

“Why?”

“Probably because he’s your brother, silly. He wanted me to tell you that you should come by his room tomorrow after dinner. He has something to tell you.”

My roommate continued her bedtime ritual, unaware of the butterflies flying from my stomach out my mouth. The butterflies landed between my legs; their light tickling made me want to rub them away.

As she slept, I caressed myself and thought of being stretched and entered.

I walked across campus, but my heart was racing and my breath was catching as if I had run the whole way.

Tavis opened the door as soon as I knocked. His sharp features softened into the smile that had carried me through childhood. For the first time in a month he opened his arms to me. I crushed myself against his chest. He stroked my hair and held me.

“Minna?”

I looked up into the face I loved more than any other.