in its cold, laced sheet.
Now, delirious bells
shaking this small spare room
on Christmas morning.
Winter’s Tale
Tell she is well in these arms;
synonymous, her heartbeat to mine;
the world a little room; undone
all hurt; her inbreath, breath,
love where death, where harm, hope,
flesh where stone; my line – O
she’s warm! – charm, blessing, prayer,
spell; outwith dream, without time;
enchantment tell, garden from grave
to garland her; above these worms,
violet, oxlip, primrose, columbine;
she wakes, moves, prompted by her name.
Snow
Then all the dead opened their cold palms
and released the snow; slow, slant, silent,
a huge unsaying, it fell, torn language, settled;
the world to be locked, local; unseen,
fervent earthbound bees around a queen.
The river grimaced and was ice.
Go nowhere –
thought the dead, using the snow –
but where you are, offering the flower of your breath
to the white garden, or seeds to birds
from your living hand. You cannot leave.
Tighter and tighter, the beautiful snow
holds the land in its fierce embrace.
It is like death, but it is not death; lovelier.
Cold, inconvenienced, late, what will you do now
with the gift of your left life?
Crunch
It’s snowing! Twelve, she runs outside into the cold.
I follow from the kitchen, in my hand an apple
I was about to peel and core. She squeals, loud,
snowflakes melting on her tongue, then topples
down, cartoon joyful, brightly young. Here come the dogs,
hilariously perplexed, barking at the ghosts of plants,
biting the sky. Last weekend, burglars came – Be drugs,
the policeman said, or credit crunch – taking their chance,
the Visa, chequebook, presents underneath the tree,
laptop, TV. I watch snow deepen, settle hard,
like … which simile? Like debt? Like poverty?…
imagine some gloved hand insert my useless cards
into the wall, that other life; then What’s for lunch?
she bawls. I throw the apple, happy, hear the crunch.
A Goldfish
I bought, on a whim, a goldfish for a good girl.
It swam in an antique bowl in the kitchen there,
creative among the lentils and the marmalade,
painting itself over and over, self-portrait in liquid;
learning its letter, O for oxygen, for only.
It seemed fulfilled;
the halo of its constant swim unrolling a pond
below willow trees, an imperial palace garden
where the poet sat, floating on silence; a mouth opening
to gold: walking towards her, carrying fragrant tea,
her beloved, favourite child.

Music
Do you think they cried, the children
who followed the Piper, when the rock
closed behind them forever; or cried never,
happy to dance to his tune, lost
in the music?
And the lame boy,
pressing his ear to locked stone
to carry an echo home in his head,
did he weep, alone, the melody gone? Tell me
who hasn’t tossed a coin in a hat
for the busker on blues harmonica, heartbreak
in the rain;