Contents ( 25)
- The Age of Innocence
- Wild & Wanton Edition, Volume 2
- Coco Rousseau
- Edith Wharton
- Acknowledgments
- Contents
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- About The Authors
- More from This Author
- (From A Room with a View by Coco Rousseau and E.M. Forster)
“What’s the use—when you will go back?” he broke out, a great hopeless HOW ON EARTH CAN I KEEP YOU? crying out to her beneath his words.
She sat motionless, with lowered lids. “Oh—I shan’t go yet!”
“Not yet? Some time, then? Some time that you already foresee?”
At that she raised her clearest eyes. “I promise you: not as long as you hold out. Not as long as we can look straight at each other like this.”
He dropped into his chair. What her answer really said was: “If you lift a finger you’ll drive me back: back to all the abominations you know of, and all the temptations you half guess.” He understood it as clearly as if she had uttered the words, and the thought kept him anchored to his side of the table in a kind of moved and sacred submission.
“What a life for you!—” he groaned.
“Oh—as long as it’s a part of yours.”
“And mine a part of yours?”
She nodded.
“And that’s to be all—for either of us?”
“Well; it IS all, isn’t it?”
At that he sprang up, forgetting everything but the sweetness of her face. She rose too, not as if to meet him or to flee from him, but quietly, as though the worst of the task were done and she had only to wait; so quietly that, as he came close, her outstretched hands acted not as a check but as a guide to him. They fell into his, while her arms, extended but not rigid, kept him far enough off to let her surrendered face say the rest.
They may have stood in that way for a long time, or only for a few moments; but it was long enough for her silence to communicate all she had to say, and for him to feel that only one thing mattered. He must do nothing to make this meeting their last; he must leave their future in her care, asking only that she should keep fast hold of it.
“Don’t—don’t be unhappy,” she said, with a break in her voice, as she drew her hands away; and he answered: “You won’t go back—you won’t go back?” as if it were the one possibility he could not bear.
Newland grasped her hands again, only this time he lifted them to his lips and kissed the backs of each. “You can’t go back,” he whispered, his voice so faint that his words were nearly undetectable.
“Let us walk to the shoreline.”
He gazed into her eyes. “That’s exactly what I was thinking we should do.”
At the shore, they shed their shoes. Newland rolled up his pants, and because no one was in sight, she twisted the skirt of her dress and knotted it so that she was free to walk through the surf. They continued to journey down the coast for some time until all sign of human civilization had been left behind—not a cottage or a living soul could be seen.