Chapters (73)
- TITLE PAGE
- TABLE OF CONTENTS
- PRAISE FOR K. BROMBERG
- ALSO WRITTEN BY K. BROMBERG
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FORTY
- CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
- CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FIFTY
- CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
- CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
- CHAPTER SIXTY
- CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
- CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
- CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
- CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
- EPILOGUE
- EPILOGUE TWO
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER ONE
Hendrix
“Ten. Eleven.” I count the twenty-five pound bags of flour for the second time and come up short. “Barney?” I call over my shoulder to the open door where my wholesaler is busy unloading my order in the back alley.
“One sec.” His voice is muffled and labored.
I move through my kitchen area, past the long kitchen island lined with stacks of empty cookie sheets and past three industrial mixers. Just as I clear the doorway to the back alley of my shop, he lifts his head. He’s short but burly with tufts of salt and pepper hair peeking out from beneath his company cap.
“Sorry. What was that?” he asks.
“My order is short unless you have eight more sacks of flour and ten more of sugar in the back of that van that I’m not seeing.”
His grimace should be enough of a warning—one I should expect if the past month is any indication—but I hold tight to my optimism. Fleetingly. “You probably need to take that up with the accounting department.”
Optimism? Gone.
Accounting department? His wife, Annie.
“Meaning?” I ask, but I already know.
“You’re behind on the balance due.” He shifts uncomfortably and his Adam’s apple bobs. “As it is, Annie had my ass for delivering this much, but it’s you. We both know you’re good for it, but we have bills to pay too.”
I attempt a sweet smile but my stomach sinks. “I know. I am good for it. I’m slowly figuring everything out.”
Fuck you, Paul.
It’s a refrain I’ve said too many times over the past few weeks. One that makes me feel good even though it also feels like a Band-Aid placed on a bullet hole at the same time. “Tell Annie I’ll be catching up on it.” How? I have no fucking clue. “This . . . all of this caught me way off guard.”
Barney falters and then continues to pull off his work gloves. He sets them on the handle of the pallet jack before looking over to me. There’s compassion in the depths of his eyes. “I’m sorry this happened to you. Truly, I am.” He hangs his head.
“Thank you. It . . . is what it is.”
“Yeah, but . . . I saw him here. With her. I could have assumed a lot of things, but you’d be amazed at the shit I see so I never said anything. I just figured she was a friend or you guys had an open”—he waves his hands back and forth as he searches for a word and his cheeks color—“thingamajigger. I didn’t know and it isn’t my place to interfere. Annie’s taught me that over the years.”
Leave it to Paul to make my supplier feel guilty over his cheating ass.