Back Summer in the City
Chapters (54)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Fiona Collins
  4. Dedication
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. CHAPTER 6
  11. CHAPTER 7
  12. CHAPTER 8
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. CHAPTER 29
  34. CHAPTER 30
  35. CHAPTER 31
  36. CHAPTER 32
  37. CHAPTER 33
  38. CHAPTER 34
  39. CHAPTER 35
  40. CHAPTER 36
  41. CHAPTER 37
  42. CHAPTER 38
  43. CHAPTER 39
  44. CHAPTER 40
  45. CHAPTER 41
  46. CHAPTER 42
  47. CHAPTER 43
  48. CHAPTER 44
  49. CHAPTER 45
  50. CHAPTER 46
  51. CHAPTER 47
  52. Three Months Later
  53. Acknowledgements
  54. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘Oh, Angela was always going to abscond,’ I say. ‘That’s just the kind of person she is. And if anyone’s brought me down, it’s me. I’ve done that all on my own. You really don’t need to be sorry, Dad,’ I add quietly. ‘You’ve been a fantastic dad. Blind, or not bloody blind.’

‘Thank you,’ he says. We are out in the bright sunlight now, the Shard winking at us from across the street. ‘Even if you don’t mean it.’

‘I do bloody mean it!’

My eyes adjust to the sun. Dad is wearing sunglasses, purely as sunscreen. ‘My Peters and Lee look,’ he said, as we left The Palladian, and I am old enough to get the reference.

‘The Shard’s just over there,’ I say. ‘About twenty feet away. It’s magnificent, Dad.’ Dad followed its construction. He’s read about it from inception to completion. He’s studied it for years. ‘I’m getting that giddy feeling looking all the way to the top.’

‘Describe it to me,’ he says, as we walk towards it. ‘I’ve listened to Steven Berkoff banging on about it on VocalEyes, but I want to hear your description.’

‘VocalEyes?’

‘London Beyond Sight,’ he says. ‘A project where actors describe iconic London landmarks for the blind. I’ve listened to all the luvvies waxing lyrical on some of the great buildings in London.’

I laugh. ‘I’m not sure I’m going to be as lyrical as Steven Berkoff.’

‘Good. I want it from your eyes.’

We’ve stopped now, on the pavement. People are snaking their way around us. ‘OK, well, it’s endless, majestic. It rises like a ship’s mast, an obelisk, a tall and narrow pyramid, almost.’ Oh, I’m doing well here. ‘Yet there’s something brittle about it, something piercing. It’s grey and it’s blue and it’s white,’ I say. ‘The clouds and the sky are reflected in it, like it’s a painting by Monet, or Constable.’

‘A ship’s mast,’ says Dad, concentrating. ‘Clouds by Monet … OK, OK, good, thank you, Prue.’ He nods then squeezes the back of my arm. I’m pleased with myself. ‘Right, let’s walk all the way up to it.’

We cross the road and head for the main entrance, the corporate lobby beyond.

‘OK, we’re here.’

‘I want to get close to the glass, how many more steps?’

‘Three or four.’

‘Guide me.’

I lead him a little to the right. ‘We’re here, Dad. Just reach out your hand straight in front of you.’

Dad takes the flat of his hand and places it against one of the glass panes. ‘It’s warm.’

‘The sun’s right on it.’

‘Yes,’ he says. ‘Good,’ he adds, like he has come home. And I realize that behind his sunglasses he is crying.

‘Oh, Dad,’ I say.