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Chapters (156)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. FOR JUST A WHILE
  4. NAME-CALLING
  5. SPLASH IS BORN
  6. FAT GIRL RULES
  7. WHAT, WHY, WHO, HOW, WHEN
  8. THE GIFT
  9. BELLIES DANCING
  10. THE NEW NEIGHBOR
  11. A POET AND A MUSICIAN
  12. THE THING ABOUT FATDAR
  13. SHADOWS
  14. LIKE PICASSO
  15. SAYING GOODBYE
  16. SUPER SLEUTH
  17. A FRESH START
  18. LUCKY DOG
  19. FAMILY FOR BREAKFAST
  20. DOES SHE REMEMBER?
  21. LIFE ON A TEETER-TOTTER
  22. JUDASED
  23. THE LESSER OF TWO DEVILS
  24. H-E-DOUBLE-HOCKEY-STICK
  25. PRETEND-IOUS PRETENTIOUS
  26. HUNGRY GAMES
  27. LIFESAVING LIBRARIANS
  28. SMOWNING
  29. POWER STRUGGLE
  30. CHOICES—FINALLY
  31. FEELING PRETTY
  32. I’M A STARFISH
  33. FRIENDS, NOT ENEMIES
  34. UNAPPETIZING
  35. MISSING DAD
  36. SOMEONE TO TALK TO
  37. WHAT’S WRONG WITH HER?
  38. HARD TO FIT IN
  39. PULLING SNEAKIES
  40. TAKING INVENTORY
  41. PEACEKEEPER
  42. SECRET STASH
  43. TUG-OF-WAR
  44. TAKE TWO
  45. DOGGONE GOOD TRICK
  46. THE QUESTION
  47. ADJECTIVES AND NOUNS
  48. DIETS, TRIED AND LOST
  49. ART LESSONS
  50. BIG OL’ FAT THING
  51. WHAT I CARRY
  52. SICK AND TIRED
  53. THE INVITE
  54. JUST AS I AM
  55. FOOD CHAIN
  56. ALIEN ENCOUNTER
  57. SHATTERING STEREOTYPES
  58. LET IT RIP
  59. SIBLING BRIBERY
  60. TEXAS TWISTER
  61. BUSTED
  62. FIX MOM’S THINKING
  63. MISSING VIV
  64. LET THERE BE LIGHT—SABERS
  65. TECHNOLOGY TRICKS
  66. CHOOSING SIDES
  67. WHERE HATE COMES FROM
  68. A COMET’S TALE
  69. LIAM’S WISH
  70. WORSE THAN PEE ON CARPET
  71. SHABBAT
  72. WHALING SEASON
  73. COMFORTER
  74. BREAK AWAY
  75. SAY CHEESE
  76. HARD TO TALK ABOUT
  77. MORE TIME
  78. DEAR STRANGER
  79. TAKING A STAND
  80. MAKING A DIFFERENCE
  81. PERMANENTLY ALTERED
  82. SWARMED
  83. SCREWED
  84. A ROUND OF APPLAUSE
  85. NO IGNORING IT
  86. BRACE, BRACE, BRACE
  87. NO LOVE
  88. CHECKING ON ME
  89. FROM I TO WE
  90. TREAT ME BETTER
  91. SISTERS AT LAST
  92. CALLED BY NAME
  93. IGNORED OUT OF EXISTENCE
  94. DIFFERENT AND OKAY
  95. SPEWING ANGER
  96. MISMATCHED
  97. PURE GARBAGE
  98. STUFFING
  99. NO MIRRORS
  100. MADDENING CYCLE
  101. GETTING SOMEWHERE
  102. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
  103. FOOD BRINGS YOU TOGETHER
  104. THANKSGIVING PRAYER
  105. ODDS ARE
  106. AND WE HAVE TAKEOFF
  107. STRETCHING
  108. DOWN IN KOKOMO
  109. GROUNDHOG DAY
  110. PLAY BALL
  111. GET THE MESSAGE
  112. WHAT DO I WANT?
  113. A CHANCE TO BE A BULLY
  114. DESERVE IT
  115. WITH THE WAVE OF A WAND
  116. DEEP DOO-DOO
  117. I’M ELLIE
  118. BELONGING
  119. HANUKKAH MIRACLE
  120. UNWRAPPED
  121. SERVING CHRISTMAS
  122. STARTING OVER
  123. ALL FIGURED OUT
  124. ERASING THE BAD RULES
  125. FIX-HER-UPPER
  126. A BIG, FAT SURPRISE
  127. BLADE AGAINST BLUBBER
  128. DUI OF ANGER
  129. NOT MY FIRST RODEO
  130. WAVES OF EMOTION
  131. SUPPOSED TO
  132. STRIKES ONE, TWO, THREE
  133. FORGIVEN
  134. ONE SIZE DOES NOT FIT ALL
  135. SPEAK UP, BUTTERCUP
  136. A NICE MOMENT WITH MOM
  137. ON THE RUN
  138. STARFISH IN DISTRESS
  139. THE PLAN
  140. HELD FOR RANSOM
  141. OUTNUMBERED
  142. CAPTURED ON VIDEO
  143. HASN’T HAD HER SHOTS
  144. BEHOLD THE THING
  145. PROUD OF ME
  146. I’M READY
  147. THIS IS MY TIME
  148. WEIGHT OF WORDS
  149. CATCHING A BREAK
  150. WHALING WALL
  151. THREE TIMES THE FUN
  152. ROOM FOR STARFISH
  153. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  154. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  155. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  156. What’s next onyour reading list?

until she says, “Chubby, aren’t you?” and

pinches the fat on my left arm.

“Ouch!” I say, jerking back.

I bolt up to get off

at the next stop.

As others get off the bus

and some try to get on,

I become a pinball,

bounced and sent flying

into someone,

then someone else,

over and over.

Finally, the crowd parts,

and I’m off the awful bus.

I take a deep breath,

thinking I’ve finally caught a break.

Then I smell it,

that earthy scent of

the first raindrops of a storm.

I can’t run fast enough to escape, and

I don’t know where to go anyway.

So I close my eyes and

let the rain wash over me.

Until lightning crackles.

“Hurry!” An arm taps my shoulder.

“This way!”

It’s Catalina.

My friend.

TEXAS TWISTER

“I thought I’d have to swim home.”

I wipe my face as if it’s just wet from rain,

not tears, after we climb into Javier’s car,

full of Catalina’s sisters.

“Good thing Catalina spotted you.

It’s a wicked storm.

I’m going to pull over.

I can barely see.”

Javier parks at a convenience store.

“There’s a song for every occasion,”

Catalina says, and blares

“En la tormenta” by Días Divertidos

from her phone.

The five of us bebop to the beat,

rocking the car—

until we hear the tornado siren.

“Let’s make a run for the store!” Javier shouts,

and we dash through the rain.

Inside, we hear the news.

A tornado hit the next town—

and it’s spinning straight toward us.

BUSTED

I’m not a Goody Two-shoes

or a tattletale by choice.

It’s just that I can never get away with

breaking any kind of rule.

I always get caught.

Dad texts,

Where are you and Liam?

Are you okay?

It’s terrible out!

I’m busted.

I text back,

Liam went to mall,

paid me to take a DART bus.

I got off at wrong stop.

I don’t lie.

Safe now with Catalina.

Taking shelter at a store.

Explain more later.

YES, YOU WILL!

All caps.

Crap.

The tornado turns into

a funnel cloud and fades away.

When we get the all clear,

I quickly stock up on snacks

for my secret stash.

I’m going to need them.

I may never see the light of day again.

FIX MOM’S THINKING

If only you could exchange siblings

like you can horrible gifts.

I’d trade Liam for Javier in a heartbeat.

When I thank him for the ride home,

he smiles and says, “No problem, kiddo.

Glad you didn’t have to swim home after all.”

“Wanna do homework together?”

Catalina asks.

“I wish! But I can’t today.

Doctor’s appointment.”

Catalina tucks her head into her shirt,

like a turtle into its shell—

a makeshift mask from germs.

“You sick?”

“Not that kind of doctor.

A therapist.”

It slips out.