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Contents ( 110)
  1. Contents
  2. About the Book
  3. About the Author
  4. PART ONE
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. PART TWO
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54
  60. Chapter 55
  61. Chapter 56
  62. Chapter 57
  63. Chapter 58
  64. Chapter 59
  65. Chapter 60
  66. Chapter 61
  67. Chapter 62
  68. Chapter 63
  69. Chapter 64
  70. Chapter 65
  71. Chapter 66
  72. Chapter 67
  73. Chapter 68
  74. PART THREE
  75. Chapter 69
  76. Chapter 70
  77. Chapter 71
  78. Chapter 72
  79. Chapter 73
  80. Chapter 74
  81. Chapter 75
  82. Chapter 76
  83. Chapter 77
  84. Chapter 78
  85. Chapter 79
  86. Chapter 80
  87. Chapter 81
  88. Chapter 82
  89. Chapter 83
  90. Chapter 84
  91. Chapter 85
  92. Chapter 86
  93. Chapter 87
  94. Chapter 88
  95. Chapter 89
  96. Chapter 90
  97. Chapter 91
  98. Chapter 92
  99. Chapter 93
  100. Chapter 94
  101. Chapter 95
  102. Chapter 96
  103. Chapter 97
  104. Chapter 98
  105. Chapter 99
  106. Chapter 100
  107. Chapter 101
  108. Chapter 102
  109. Chapter 103
  110. What did you think?

The only light came from a distant street lamp, but even in the pale illumination, Burke could see Carter’s large smile in contrast to his dark skin. “My wife would have liked you, Nic. She used to tell me almost the same thing every time I came home discouraged, feeling that I hadn’t done enough.”

Nic took a sip from his glass and said, “Sounds like a wise woman. Someday maybe I can find one of those.”

“She was a white woman,” Burke said. He saw Nic’s brow furrow and his head tilt, which seemed to indicate that he had said something inappropriate. “I just wasn’t sure if you were aware of that information,” Burke added.

Carter laughed. “Yes, she was of Italian descent actually. You would have loved her, Nic. And she would have loved both of you boys. She was my world. Beautiful, compassionate, funny, and stubborn as an old mule. But she saw the world in ways that I never could. She was a lawyer by day, but her real passion was art.”

“Admiring or creating?” Nic asked.

“She was a painter. Twice a year, she would complete a painting. And then we would have a dinner party to show it off. She was so talented.”

“What did she paint?” Burke asked.

“Whatever came from her heart. Sometimes portraits or landscapes. Sometimes she would see a woman in the park or a homeless man on the street and try to capture the emotion of that moment. Sometimes they were only colors. But the thing about her paintings was that she poured her soul into them. When you looked at them, you could feel a part of her essence resonating from the canvas. It was magical.”

“Did she have her own gallery?” Nic asked.

“No, actually, she burned them all.”

Burke blinked a few times and waited for the explanation, not sure that he had heard correctly. “Did you say she burned them?”

“Yes, I did.”

Nic said, “She created beautiful, soulful art, pouring her heart into it, and then burned the paintings?”

“That’s right. Every six months, she would do a painting, have a dinner party, invite everyone we knew, and then at the end of the night, for the finale, she gathered everyone around her newest work and lit it on fire.”

“I don’t understand,” Burke said. “Why would she do something like that? That seems—”

“Crazy? Like it doesn’t fit in a neat little box? It took me years to understand why. I tried to get her to sell the paintings. I thought maybe she didn’t believe in herself, didn’t think she was good enough, too afraid to put herself out there. Once, I even stole one of them that she finished early and sent it to a gallery. They had multiple people interested, but when she found out, she made me get it back so that she could burn it at the party.”

“But why? Why burn them?” Nic asked.

Carter’s smile grew. “People would often weep at the parties as the paintings went up in flames. All of that work. That piece of her life and soul, burned to ash. It broke my heart every time. I asked her about it, of course, but all she would say was ‘None of this lasts forever’. Finally, after I tried to sell one of the paintings, I made her explain. I told that I needed to know. They were her work, and she could do what she wanted with them, but I needed to know.”