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Chapters (40)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. PENGUIN BOOKS
  4. Dedication
  5. One
  6. Two
  7. Three
  8. Four
  9. Five
  10. Six
  11. Seven
  12. Eight
  13. Nine
  14. Ten
  15. Eleven
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Sixteen
  21. Seventeen
  22. Eighteen
  23. Nineteen
  24. Twenty
  25. Twenty-one
  26. Twenty-two
  27. Twenty-three
  28. Twenty-four
  29. Twenty-five
  30. Twenty-six
  31. Twenty-seven
  32. Twenty-eight
  33. Twenty-nine
  34. Thirty
  35. Thirty-one
  36. Thirty-two
  37. Thirty-three
  38. Thirty-four
  39. Thirty-five
  40. THE BEGINNING

He raised his glass to her. ‘Cheers.’

‘I’ve always loved storms.’

‘Me too. Storms, wind, snow … I couldn’t live in a place there wasn’t weather. Rolling skies.’

‘There’s weather in Ireland, anyway.’

‘I remember once when I was just a kid, thirteen or so, there was this freak gale where we lived – a bit like the gale you had in ’eighty-seven, except this was only in one small area. My parents were out for the evening and it was just me and my little sister. It was wild.’ Irene listened, amazed: he hadn’t said more than a sentence or two since she’d met him. Here were full paragraphs, without even being prompted. ‘There was this horizontal rain hitting the windows,’ he continued. ‘Like there was an army shooting at us from the garden, and lightning so bright it lit up the whole sky. Our cherry tree was ripped up by the roots and the roof of the garden shed Dad had spent months building blew off and at one point our garden bench flew past the window. Just flew by like a bird or something. You could actually see the shape of the storm swirling around on the lawn.’

‘Were you scared?’

‘Terrified. But I loved it. My sister didn’t.’

‘I didn’t know you had a sister.’

‘Why would you?’

The old curt tone was back. Irene winced.

‘Sorry,’ he said after a pause. ‘That sounded rude.’ He paused again. ‘She died, actually.’

‘I’m very sorry.’

‘Years and years ago now. A car ran her over. She was ten.’

‘Sorry,’ she said again. ‘Really sorry.’ She was about to ask him, stupidly, if he missed her a lot but stopped herself. You say things when you’re ready.

‘Katherine.’

‘What?’

‘She was called Katherine.’

‘Is that why –?’

‘I guess so.’

They drank their whisky. The rain was gradually easing. It was no longer just a roar of falling water in their ears, but a rapid staccato beat.

‘Time to get dry,’ said Luke.

‘I guess.’

But she didn’t follow him down at once. She stood for a few more seconds in the rain, the inky water roiling underneath her and the dark sky teeming above, and thought about the dead sister, and about Juliet, and about all the people who go too early into the plunging night.

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Twenty-eight