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Chapters (40)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. PENGUIN BOOKS
  4. Dedication
  5. One
  6. Two
  7. Three
  8. Four
  9. Five
  10. Six
  11. Seven
  12. Eight
  13. Nine
  14. Ten
  15. Eleven
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Sixteen
  21. Seventeen
  22. Eighteen
  23. Nineteen
  24. Twenty
  25. Twenty-one
  26. Twenty-two
  27. Twenty-three
  28. Twenty-four
  29. Twenty-five
  30. Twenty-six
  31. Twenty-seven
  32. Twenty-eight
  33. Twenty-nine
  34. Thirty
  35. Thirty-one
  36. Thirty-two
  37. Thirty-three
  38. Thirty-four
  39. Thirty-five
  40. THE BEGINNING

‘Like Mickey says, nothing to it. You only have to make small adjustments to make a difference but the boat responds slowly, so you shouldn’t keep on turning it otherwise you’ll tack along the canal. Anticipate. This lever here, you pull backwards for reverse. If you pull sharply and then return it to neutral, that’s the way to stop if you need to. OK?’

‘You sound like a teacher.’

‘I am.’

‘What do you teach?’

‘Meteorology. Geo-chemistry. Weather.’

‘Luke’s a cloud man.’

‘What?’

‘He loves clouds,’ said Mickey. ‘Ever since he was a kid, he loved clouds. He used to spend hours drawing them. Maybe he still does – that notebook there’s probably full of them.’

‘Not many clouds here,’ said Irene.

‘Here,’ said Luke, ignoring their words. ‘Sit here.’

They changed places. Irene gripped the wheel. When she turned it, she could feel the boat’s ponderous weight.

‘Why do you love them?’ she asked. ‘Clouds, I mean.’

He shrugged. ‘I always liked watching them.’

‘That’s it? Very informative.’

He glanced up at her, his expression impassive. ‘They change their shapes all the time. They start as one thing and then they pass into another. Watch out, you’re swinging too far to the left.’

‘Oops!’

‘That’s better.’

‘Can I get through that bridge ahead?’ said Irene dubiously. ‘It looks alarmingly narrow. Does one of you two want to do it instead?’

‘Me and Mickey will stand at the bow and stern and push you off if you hit.’

‘OK.’

The boat passed safely under the low brick arch. Katherine and Lorrie came out on deck, Neil followed carrying a bag of toys which Katherine proceeded to lay out next to Irene: two floppy rag dolls with braided hair and patchwork skirts; a small box of plastic bricks with pictures painted on their sides; a large, lift-the-flap picture book; a toy phone with a rattling dial tone; a case of thick wax crayons and a pad of thick paper in red and green and blue that Katherine proceeded to open.

‘What are you going to draw?’

She looked at Mickey.

‘You,’ she said, picking up a blue crayon that snapped when she jabbed it against the paper, the two halves spinning across the deck and over the edge. Katherine calmly watched them go and then picked up another crayon.

His face was a wobbly green circle, his hair a wild scribble of black, his eyes were huge overlapping loops, his smile was a pink bisecting slash, his legs and arms sprang out from his chin, his fingers were multiple random spikes like a collapsing bunch of twigs.