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Chapters (40)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. PENGUIN BOOKS
  4. Dedication
  5. One
  6. Two
  7. Three
  8. Four
  9. Five
  10. Six
  11. Seven
  12. Eight
  13. Nine
  14. Ten
  15. Eleven
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Sixteen
  21. Seventeen
  22. Eighteen
  23. Nineteen
  24. Twenty
  25. Twenty-one
  26. Twenty-two
  27. Twenty-three
  28. Twenty-four
  29. Twenty-five
  30. Twenty-six
  31. Twenty-seven
  32. Twenty-eight
  33. Twenty-nine
  34. Thirty
  35. Thirty-one
  36. Thirty-two
  37. Thirty-three
  38. Thirty-four
  39. Thirty-five
  40. THE BEGINNING

In the spaces in her days – Wednesday midday, for instance, when she had over two hours free, or Friday mornings, often an extended Tuesday lunchtime – she would frequently go to the cinema three minutes’ walk from her work. It wasn’t a gleaming multiplex with blank external walls and, inside, dozens of screens and automated ticket machines and self-service buckets of popcorn, but an independent cinema that had seen better days, with little choice of movies. Its furry red seats were balding at the edges, there were stains on the carpet, and the woman behind the glass screen near the entrance was old and scruffy as well, with sagging breasts, a faint moustache on her upper lip and bleached hair framing a creased, pouchy face. Her name was Elspeth; she chewed gum incessantly and sometimes she let Irene in free, especially when she arrived halfway through the show, which she regularly did, or when she knew that Irene had seen the film before, maybe several times – like Sixth Sense (four times), City of Gods and About Schmidt (three), Catch Me If You Can (two). Irene never told anyone about these outings; she even sometimes went to see the same films with Adrian or friends and didn’t mention she’d seen them before. She got a strange thrill, an illicit tingle, from knowing that, for a few hours, nobody had the slightest idea where she was.