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  1. SILENCE IS MY MOTHER TONGUE
  2. SILENCE IS MY MOTHER TONGUE
  3. A Novel
  4. THE TRIAL
  5. THE ARRIVAL
  6. THE MOSQUE IN THE SAND
  7. THE EXPIRED SARDINES
  8. THE OPEN TOILET
  9. THE MIDWIFE
  10. THE TELEVISION
  11. THE BLOOD
  12. TV: LIBERATION OF A MAN
  13. THE NEW BLANKET
  14. THE SECOND-HAND CLOTHES
  15. DISGUST IS AN ACQUIRED TASTE
  16. RICE
  17. THE COMMITTEE OF ELDERS
  18. THE BUSINESSMAN
  19. MEN ARE EASY TO READ
  20. THE PROSTITUTE
  21. THE MOTHER’S NAME
  22. SHARING
  23. THE RAZOR
  24. WOMEN DYING LIKE MEN
  25. THE SHOP
  26. MEAT
  27. THE FIRST VIRGINITY TEST
  28. A WOMAN
  29. THE BROKEN LANGUAGE
  30. FREE LOVE, FENCED
  31. THE WHITE CLOTH
  32. THE DANCE
  33. THE GOAT
  34. CINEMA SILENZIOSO
  35. THE MAP OF THE COUNTRY
  36. THE WEDDING
  37. FREEDOM: THE DOUBLE PRICE
  38. LOVE SHARED
  39. THE DEPARTURE
  40. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  41. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

I hope to see you at my place, Hajj Ali said, through the judge’s megaphone. I will sell milk and meat at affordable prices, God willing.

THE FIRST VIRGINITY TEST

It was early evening. The oil lamp wasn’t outside the hut and Saba turned her torch off and waited behind the wall of Nasnet’s kitchen until she was free. After what seemed a long time a man scurried out and away.

It’s me, said Saba.

Nasnet opened the door and embraced Saba in the way she always did when they met, as if human warmth could be siphoned off like petrol. Nasnet pulled Saba to her bed and sat beside her.

I am happy you are here.

Saba smiled.

Your smile without the dimples on your cheeks is a false one, said Nasnet.

No one had noticed this about her before. But Saba didn’t tell this to Nasnet.

There was a knock on the door.

Not now, Nasnet said from her bed. I am going to sleep.

Another knock.

Nasnet shuffled to the door and spoke through it: I said not now. Come tomorrow evening.

I want you now, said a man in a gruff voice.

It’s Tedros, Nasnet said to Saba in a whisper. Come, hide.

Saba didn’t move.

Nasnet grabbed her by the arm. Saba, you might think you know Tedros, but you have no idea what he is capable of when drunk. Here, go here, please. I will try to get rid of him.

With Saba under her bed, Nasnet walked back to the door. Please, come tomorrow, sweetheart, I am tired now, she said. What would a tired woman do for you?

Open, now. Or I’ll break this door.

Okay, calm down, I am opening it, said Nasnet. Be gentle, okay, sweetheart.

From under the bed, Saba watched Tedros’s Italian-made leather shoes, covered in dust, as he came into the hut and inched close to her face.

No, Tedros. You don’t have to be aggressive to have a good time.

Shush, he said. Put this in your mouth. It will shut you up.

Tedros groaned. He dropped his shirt on the ground in front of Saba. The bed over her head creaked.

When he left, Saba staggered out from underneath her hiding place and took Nasnet into her arms. She hugged her. Nasnet was warm, her hair dishevelled. One of her earrings had popped off her ear. On her collarbone, Saba noticed a white trail, like a snake slithering at a languid pace to Nasnet’s heart. Saba reached with her hands and fixed Nasnet’s hair. She wiped the beads of sweat from her forehead. Scooped off the white snake by its tail. Wetting a towel with water from a jerrycan, she cleaned Nasnet’s face.

Thank you, Saba, shokor.

Saba asked Nasnet to stand as she changed the bed linen that she had washed and ironed with the charcoal iron days earlier.

It’s ready, said Saba. Come, sit.

Nasnet lay on her chest and stretched her arms, sinking deeper into the mattress. Saba sat by her side. Nasnet pulled back when Saba touched her shoulder.