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  1. SILENCE IS MY MOTHER TONGUE
  2. SILENCE IS MY MOTHER TONGUE
  3. A Novel
  4. THE TRIAL
  5. THE ARRIVAL
  6. THE MOSQUE IN THE SAND
  7. THE EXPIRED SARDINES
  8. THE OPEN TOILET
  9. THE MIDWIFE
  10. THE TELEVISION
  11. THE BLOOD
  12. TV: LIBERATION OF A MAN
  13. THE NEW BLANKET
  14. THE SECOND-HAND CLOTHES
  15. DISGUST IS AN ACQUIRED TASTE
  16. RICE
  17. THE COMMITTEE OF ELDERS
  18. THE BUSINESSMAN
  19. MEN ARE EASY TO READ
  20. THE PROSTITUTE
  21. THE MOTHER’S NAME
  22. SHARING
  23. THE RAZOR
  24. WOMEN DYING LIKE MEN
  25. THE SHOP
  26. MEAT
  27. THE FIRST VIRGINITY TEST
  28. A WOMAN
  29. THE BROKEN LANGUAGE
  30. FREE LOVE, FENCED
  31. THE WHITE CLOTH
  32. THE DANCE
  33. THE GOAT
  34. CINEMA SILENZIOSO
  35. THE MAP OF THE COUNTRY
  36. THE WEDDING
  37. FREEDOM: THE DOUBLE PRICE
  38. LOVE SHARED
  39. THE DEPARTURE
  40. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  41. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Saba remembered the woman who arrived from the city the same night as Eyob and Tedros.

Nasnet is generous, full of joy and has a good heart, the girl said in a whisper, thanking Saba for talking to her.

It was a scorching afternoon and the place was almost deserted when Saba arrived at Nasnet’s hut. She could do with some laughter, Saba decided as she knocked. The door creaked open. A woman of average height with long curly hair and a silky nightgown shuffled out.

Yes? asked Nasnet, rubbing her face, yawning.

You look tired, Saba said. Maybe I should leave you alone and come back later.

Come back, why? Nasnet asked.

I know your help left and I thought you might need a new one.

Thank you but no. I need to sleep now. Nasnet shut the door.

Saba knocked again. Nasnet opened, and this time hissed: Don’t you know what they are all saying about me? I am a prostitute. I am diseased.

Do you need a helper or not?

Nasnet stared at Saba. Did you see what happened to that poor girl? Did you see how badly she was beaten because she worked for me?

I can start tomorrow morning, said Saba.

Nasnet looked at Saba but said nothing.

Can I start tomorrow? Please.

When Saba arrived at Nasnet’s the next morning, her new employer emerged with her hair in pink rollers and a mountain of laundry in her arms. It was a busy night, Nasnet said, winking. Good business for me means good pay for you.

I need to advertise your services then, Saba said.

Nasnet laughed. Come, sweetheart, let’s go to my kitchen, she said, kicking the door of an adjacent hut open with her foot.

Saba wondered how Nasnet had managed to get two huts for herself. She decided not to ask. Dropping the pile of clothes next to a bucket placed between an open furnace and a box with pots and knives, Nasnet turned and asked Saba to sit. This is a nice leather stool, she said. I’ll leave you to it now. But I’ll come and join you when I finish with my hair. We can talk then.

Saba nodded, smiling. But when she held the bedcovers in her hands, about to dip them into the bucket, she froze. She pushed her stool back and leaned against the wall. As she shut her eyes to bring herself back to the task at hand, she saw Nasnet rolling on the sheet, arms reaching over her. Nasnet was trapped, unable to breathe under the weight of a man. Different men. Yet, Saba couldn’t reconcile the Nasnet she had seen and talked to with the image in her mind.

Saba opened her eyes and plunged her hands into the bucket. She expected the bedcovers to be soaked in men’s sweat, their release. But there was no trace of their presence in the clothes she was washing, only a tinge of floral-scented perfume. There was no sign either of Nasnet’s nervousness on the sheets or of perspiration on her clothes. Saba wondered if only true love would bring out a lasting aroma.