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  1. SILENCE IS MY MOTHER TONGUE
  2. SILENCE IS MY MOTHER TONGUE
  3. A Novel
  4. THE TRIAL
  5. THE ARRIVAL
  6. THE MOSQUE IN THE SAND
  7. THE EXPIRED SARDINES
  8. THE OPEN TOILET
  9. THE MIDWIFE
  10. THE TELEVISION
  11. THE BLOOD
  12. TV: LIBERATION OF A MAN
  13. THE NEW BLANKET
  14. THE SECOND-HAND CLOTHES
  15. DISGUST IS AN ACQUIRED TASTE
  16. RICE
  17. THE COMMITTEE OF ELDERS
  18. THE BUSINESSMAN
  19. MEN ARE EASY TO READ
  20. THE PROSTITUTE
  21. THE MOTHER’S NAME
  22. SHARING
  23. THE RAZOR
  24. WOMEN DYING LIKE MEN
  25. THE SHOP
  26. MEAT
  27. THE FIRST VIRGINITY TEST
  28. A WOMAN
  29. THE BROKEN LANGUAGE
  30. FREE LOVE, FENCED
  31. THE WHITE CLOTH
  32. THE DANCE
  33. THE GOAT
  34. CINEMA SILENZIOSO
  35. THE MAP OF THE COUNTRY
  36. THE WEDDING
  37. FREEDOM: THE DOUBLE PRICE
  38. LOVE SHARED
  39. THE DEPARTURE
  40. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  41. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Squatting low, she dug a hole in the ground close to the wall of her hut with her bare hands. A girl sneaked up on her and asked what she was planting.

I love oranges, said the girl, introducing herself as Zahra. I will help you, this hole is not deep enough. We also need to surround the hole with sticks and logs so that people don’t walk over the seeds. We have to look after this, I can’t believe we are doing this already.

Saba gaped at her.

Zahra’s laughter drew Hagos out of the hut.

Am I talking sense?

Saba nodded, her eyes lingering on Zahra’s face.

Ah, this, Zahra said, rubbing the scar on the bridge of her nose. I fell off the camel on the way to this country. We all have wounds, but some are just more visible than others.

Saba uncrossed her legs and pulled up the hem of her dress, settling it around her purple thighs.

Was that a bomb?

No, said Saba.

Those who love you most are also most capable of hurting you, Zahra said.

Saba said nothing. She forced her eyes away from Zahra, towards where the smoke wafted in the distance, towards the eagle that steered its way between thatched roofs, and towards the blue sky.

Saba!

Saba shuddered when Zahra pulled her in for a tight embrace. I am sorry, said Zahra. I didn’t mean to remind you.

Silence.

Thank you, said Saba.

Saba gave her new friend – in her mind, friendship was already exchanged – some of her seeds.

They started planting. This will be a beautiful orange tree, said Zahra.

But it doesn’t mean that just because you are helping me now it’s going to be our tree, said Saba, laughing.

It takes more than twenty years for these seeds to grow into an orange tree, said Zahra. By then I hope none of us will be in this place.

Saba kept digging.

Saba, say amen, said Zahra.

Double amen, said Saba, chuckling.

Zahra had come to the camp with her grandmother. Her mother had stayed back in the trenches, fighting the independence war.

But we will be back home soon, Zahra said to Saba. That’s what my mother promised me.

What is your mother’s name? she asked.

Major Lemlem, said Zahra, her voice rising as if she could no longer hold on to this secret.

Major Lemlem, Saba repeated as she looked at Zahra.

Soon after the two girls began planting the seeds, Samhiya arrived, hair set in red rollers, trailed by boys.

My God, Saba, Samhiya said. Who taught you to swim like a boy? And by the way, everyone in the camp knows your name after last night.

Saba had forgotten about her dive into the dark water. She straightened her back and pointed at Hagos, who was standing by the door. My brother taught me, Saba said. He is the best.

Samhiya craned her head towards Hagos.

Are you sure you are a man? I mean you are so beautiful, that’s what I meant, she stammered, breaking into a giggle.