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  1. She
  2. Copyright
  3. Note to Readers
  4. Contents
  5. Prologue
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Part Two
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Part Three
  36. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  37. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  38. Chapter Thirty
  39. Chapter Thirty-One
  40. Chapter Thirty-Two
  41. Chapter Thirty-Three
  42. Chapter Thirty-Four
  43. Chapter Thirty-Five
  44. Chapter Thirty-Six
  45. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  46. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  47. Part Four
  48. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  49. Epilogue
  50. Acknowledgements
  51. About the Publisher

She picked up immediately. ‘Hello?’

‘Charlie, it’s me. Ben,’ he managed before he burst out into a torrent of sobbing.

‘Ben!’ she cried. ‘What on earth has happened? What’s wrong?’

Ben tried to speak but found the words just wouldn’t form.

‘Take your time,’ she soothed. ‘It’s OK. Just take a few deep breaths and try and tell me what’s happened.’

Ben followed her instructions. Eventually, he found his voice. ‘Charlie, it’s Dad …’

There was a beat of silence. ‘Oh my God …’ she whispered. ‘What about him?’

‘He’s dead, Charlie. He died.’ Ben could hear the disbelief in his own voice.

‘No! Oh my God, that’s not possible.’ Charlotte paused to compose herself. ‘Oh darling, I am so very sorry. What can I do? Where are you? Do you want me to come to you?’

Ben closed his eyes. Yes, he wanted to say, I do want you to come. But then he remembered that they weren’t together anymore. It wouldn’t be right for her to come. ‘No,’ he managed. ‘I just needed to talk to someone. To tell someone.’

‘Of course you did.’ Charlotte’s tone was gentle and reassuring, despite the tremor of shock.

‘I’ve sent Mum and Emma home. I said I’d take care of the practicalities but the trouble is, I don’t know what to do. I thought you might know … after your dad.’

There was a short pause before she replied. ‘I can’t really remember, to be honest, Ben. It’s all a bit of a blur. Why don’t you call Matt and Freya? Freya will know what to do.’

Fresh tears sprang into Ben’s eyes. ‘I’m not sure they’ll want to hear from me.’

‘Of course they will! You’re Matt’s best friend. Why wouldn’t they want to hear from you?’

Ben sighed and shook his head, too ashamed to tell her how and why they had parted on such bad terms the last time he saw them. ‘Oh, it’s a long story. I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have called you. It’s not fair.’

‘Don’t be silly.’ Charlotte’s tone was brusque. ‘Look, would you like me to call them for you?’

‘Would you?’ Ben felt a surge of gratitude for Charlotte’s practical, no-nonsense attitude.

‘Of course. Which hospital are you at?’

‘Ipswich.’ A very small part of him hoped that she would just get in the car and come, even though he had told her not to. He was suddenly so desperate to see her and if she turned up without him asking, well, Bella couldn’t blame him for that, could she?

‘OK. Sit tight. I’ll call you back shortly. Or they will.’

‘Thanks, Charlie.’

‘And Ben?’ Charlotte cut in before he could hang up.

‘Yes?’

‘I am so very sorry. He was a wonderful man. I know how much you loved him. We all did.’

Ben nodded, too choked to reply. He managed a sort of half-grunt, before hanging up. Yes, they had all loved his father. Except Bella, said a little voice inside his head. Bella, who had caused his father so much stress over the last few months of his life. It was ever since he first brought Bella home that his father’s health had begun to deteriorate. And he knew Bella would have been happy for Ben never to see him again.