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Chapters (53)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Acknowledgements
  53. About the Author

Her words are soft and sweet, and they draw me in – I want the warmth of their promise; but like Seb’s biscuits they could crumble at any moment.

They come and knock on the door and ask Mum whether I am here. They even commit a cursory search. I wait in my childhood hiding place: the big, dusty chest in the attic.

After they leave, Mum begs me to rest for a while, to stay till the next morning, to work out what we can do. I agree, to soothe her, and eventually she falls asleep, her hair tumbled on the pillow.

It feels like a long time since I picked up a pencil and drew. By the light of my bedside table lamp, I sit cross-legged on my bed and open Mel’s notebook, sniffing back tears and smoothing the paper before I make a mark. I need to think, and to think, I need to draw. Around the new story of the sisters which Mel received, I let the nib play. The sisters sit together, and their stories begin to dance.

At first the images jar and clang in discord like the two versions of their history the sisters share. At one side a father smiles and his fingers curl softly around the song the little girl sings. On the other side is a monstrous man who thunders until the tiny girl at the edge of the page quakes. As the sister’s stories grow and settle, harmony begins to be seen. I draw the branches of a tree behind their cottage – the boughs splay from the trunk as though making space from each other, and then the branches slowly draw close and eventually intertwine, until the pencil strokes become oceans of silken hair – black and pale blond, braided into wave after wave of perfectly united strands.

If the banner in the town square told one lie – that I am a killer – could it have told another? Is it possible that Mel is alive? There are a thousand reasons why it would be better for Mayor Longsight and Jack Minnow if Mel was dead. She knows so much about them both, too much. She has been their confidante and their equal – she is full of their secrets. Little wonder they wanted to silence her. But, until I see a body – unless I see the flayed skin of the storyteller – I won’t let it be true. It doesn’t change how things stand, because dead or alive, Mel would expect me to fight.

Wiping my tears, I tiptoe downstairs and collect Dad’s book from my bag. I put it on Mum’s bed, next to her pillow. He will be the first thing she sees when she wakes.

Chapter Thirty-Three

Chapter Thirty-three

I dream of untangling a ball of wool.

I dream of trying to find the right key on a ring of hundreds.

I dream of separating sugar from salt.