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Chapters (53)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Acknowledgements
  53. About the Author

I dream of ice melting and refreezing.

I dream of a man who becomes a god and then becomes a man again and again and again.

I wake up before dawn, determined. My problem has been that the rules changed, and I’ve not caught up yet; I’ve been playing the wrong game entirely. I’ve been trying to understand the old Mayor Longsight – the one for whom power meant domination. He made sense to me – he wanted to lead by being the strongest, the wisest, the best and most fierce. So, of course, the destruction of the blanks was his aim. What better way to show his might and to declare his new intentions?

But now he is a new man – this “resurrection” has changed him. For him, power now looks like purity of soul, and he is the one with the keys to that particular door. He has made himself the only way. His is a promise of certainty. Of eternity.

Whatever doubts I have about Longsight’s miracles – his resurrection and his taking away of another’s ink – I realize that the most important thing isn’t what I believe: it’s what Mayor Longsight himself believes. And there is no disciple more faithful than him; he believes in himself even more than the flatterer Jack Minnow.

But I have a secret, a secret I’ve been holding in my hand – the truth about Jack Minnow. I’m ready to raise the stakes.

When Seb next visits he frowns at me.

“Did you hurt Mel?”

“Seb, I promise you. I haven’t hurt or killed Mel – she is … was … my friend.”

“Verity says you don’t care about friends,” Seb says matter-of-factly as he unpacks his latest offering of food. “She says you only care about yourself.”

I try to swallow back tears, but Seb looks into my eyes and envelopes me in a hug.

“Verity cries too,” Seb says, holding me tight. “You’re my friend, Leora. That’s why I help you and your mum.”

“You’re an incredible friend, Seb. And I’m trying to fix things.”

Seb brushes a tear from my cheek. I wish it was safe for him to give Verity a message from me, but it would be reckless – dangerous. But, an idea sparks in my mind. Seb must see it because he says, “What? What are you thinking about?”

“You’re good at passing on messages, aren’t you?” I ask.

“I’m very good. Especially secret messages.” He grins proudly. “No one expects me to have secrets.” I laugh.

“If I gave you a message, would you make sure it got to the right person? You don’t have to. You can say no and I won’t mind.”

He thinks for a moment. “Who should I take it to?” he says with a smile.

“Do you know Karl Novak?” I ask and Seb nods. “Could you get a note to him?”