Back Scabby Queen
Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. SCABBY QUEEN
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. SOME PEOPLE
  6. Q Magazine, June 1990
  7. RUTH
  8. Clio Campbell
  9. NEIL
  10. DONALD
  11. Guardian Weekend magazine, August 2010
  12. SAMMI
  13. SIMON
  14. NEIL
  15. Daily Mail, October 2016
  16. HAMZA
  17. XANTHE
  18. DONALD
  19. Q Magazine, September 2007
  20. RUTH
  21. DANNY
  22. SAMMI
  23. NEIL
  24. BBC Radio Scotland, 24 January 2018
  25. DONALD
  26. MALCOLM
  27. SAMMI
  28. Loaded, February 1996
  29. SHIV
  30. IDA
  31. Scotland on Sunday, September 2013
  32. DONALD
  33. HAMZA
  34. SAMMI
  35. ADELE
  36. NEIL
  37. The Pool, February 2018
  38. RUTH
  39. DONALD
  40. EILEEN
  41. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  42. About the Author
  43. About the Publisher

In a message sent out on social media, Za Flow, real name Hamza Hassan, called Campbell his ‘warrior queen’, commenting ‘She helped me find my voice and work out who I was supposed to be. She was a beautiful and talented lady with this amazing strong soul who always had something to say about the injustices of the world and fought the good fight for the little guys.’

‘Fucking hell.’ He wanted to throw Gemma’s tablet across the room. ‘That’s even worse. That’s – what are they saying there? That I didn’t have no political sensibility until I met a nice older white lady, who showed me how to do it? Impoverished background? Strict Muslim upbringing? My mum’s a fucking chemist! And what’s this ‘considerate of mainstream opinion’ shit? They calling me a fucking, whatsit, Uncle Tom, innit? They basically saying I’m a Paki Uncle Tom?’

Gemma’s face was crestfallen.

‘I thought you’d be pleased. It’s a serious newspaper, taking your politics seriously. “The voice of a disenfranchised generation”, they said. I mean, baby, that’s gold. And, well, you kind of gave him that one.’

‘I did what?’

She flinched. She actually flinched in the bed. I need to get out of here, he thought.

‘You said it yourself. Clio helped you find your voice.’

‘Fuck it, man. I didn’t mean like that.’

‘Read it again, babe. They’re taking her more seriously because of you. Not the other way around. And all these people are going to start listening to her music because of you. We’ve done a beautiful thing for her.’

We, we, we.

‘I need to get some space, Gem. This is all too much now. Don’t – just give me some time, aight?’

Half an hour later he was back at Calvin’s, the sofa ready to crash on.

♠

Homerton, 2011

Usual shit autumn weather. Clio had gone up north for her mum’s birthday, had texted to say she was staying an extra couple of days, which was weird because usually she couldn’t get out of Scotland fast enough. He and Gemma had fallen out of a club and into her bed, which had happened quite a bit over the past year, but the lack of Clio and the rain battering the windows meant he had no incentive to leave. They’d spent a whole weekend entangled, only getting up to pee or answer the door to the pizza-delivery guy, her flatmates giggling or tutting outside because they knew who he was, and he’d left the flat with her on Monday morning, kissed her before she descended the steps to the Tube like every other couple on the street, powered himself towards Homerton on the strength of a promise to tell Clio everything and make a fresh start, by sweet, glossy visions of the future life he could have – should have – with young, beautiful, positive Gemma at his side.