Back Scabby Queen
Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. SCABBY QUEEN
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. SOME PEOPLE
  6. Q Magazine, June 1990
  7. RUTH
  8. Clio Campbell
  9. NEIL
  10. DONALD
  11. Guardian Weekend magazine, August 2010
  12. SAMMI
  13. SIMON
  14. NEIL
  15. Daily Mail, October 2016
  16. HAMZA
  17. XANTHE
  18. DONALD
  19. Q Magazine, September 2007
  20. RUTH
  21. DANNY
  22. SAMMI
  23. NEIL
  24. BBC Radio Scotland, 24 January 2018
  25. DONALD
  26. MALCOLM
  27. SAMMI
  28. Loaded, February 1996
  29. SHIV
  30. IDA
  31. Scotland on Sunday, September 2013
  32. DONALD
  33. HAMZA
  34. SAMMI
  35. ADELE
  36. NEIL
  37. The Pool, February 2018
  38. RUTH
  39. DONALD
  40. EILEEN
  41. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  42. About the Author
  43. About the Publisher

After the third message, a letter had arrived. Cliodhna explained she didn’t want to phone the house; she didn’t say why but he knew fine it was just to avoid speaking to Malcolm. Leave me a message, she said, or send me a letter back. The address she gave was a London one, in a place called Homerton. It had taken them a further month of back and forth, Malcolm fuming and beating his thin fists on the table (‘For crying out loud why won’t the girl just talk to me on the telephone? I’m her father!’), to agree on a date and a place – Edinburgh. Morna and Donald hadn’t been sure that Malcolm was up to the trip, but he’d insisted. He’d returned a day later, in high spirits, although the journey had clearly taken it out of him and he’d needed two days of bed rest, enforced by Morna. He kept talking about Sandy Bell’s pub, about how he and Cliodhna were about to embark on a tour of the country, doing father-daughter gigs. Knowing both as he did, Donald kept his own counsel.

‘She’ll be up here for a visit soon, and I thought you could help us out – just a little local thing, start us off?’

Cliodhna did not arrive. There were no more letters. And slowly, the light behind Malcolm’s eyes had gone out.

There were many reasons why Donald had put off calling again. Nobody wants to be the bearer of bad news. Nobody wants to hear it. Not in an answerphone message. While Elspeth was dealing with the undertaker, the body leaving the house finally, he slipped out and took a short letter to the roadside, flagged down the post van.

Surely. Surely this time. Then, in the middle of the night, unable to sleep properly in the house without Morna’s comforting presence in the bed, he was gripped by a terrible panic. Why was the lass having to learn of her father’s passing by letter? No, no, it wasn’t right. He counted down the hours till dawn, then till eight, drinking endless cups of tea as Elspeth sighed and packed her smart little suitcase back up, then gritted his teeth and left another damned message.

‘Hello lass. It’s Uncle Donald here. Donald Bain. Your uncle. I’ve got some bad news, my love. Can you phone me? Just give me a call, here at the house. Before you open my letter, anyway. Any time. I’ll be here any time.’

Nothing, nothing.