Back Scabby Queen
Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. SCABBY QUEEN
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. SOME PEOPLE
  6. Q Magazine, June 1990
  7. RUTH
  8. Clio Campbell
  9. NEIL
  10. DONALD
  11. Guardian Weekend magazine, August 2010
  12. SAMMI
  13. SIMON
  14. NEIL
  15. Daily Mail, October 2016
  16. HAMZA
  17. XANTHE
  18. DONALD
  19. Q Magazine, September 2007
  20. RUTH
  21. DANNY
  22. SAMMI
  23. NEIL
  24. BBC Radio Scotland, 24 January 2018
  25. DONALD
  26. MALCOLM
  27. SAMMI
  28. Loaded, February 1996
  29. SHIV
  30. IDA
  31. Scotland on Sunday, September 2013
  32. DONALD
  33. HAMZA
  34. SAMMI
  35. ADELE
  36. NEIL
  37. The Pool, February 2018
  38. RUTH
  39. DONALD
  40. EILEEN
  41. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  42. About the Author
  43. About the Publisher

‘Yes, so we need to dismantle that system, get everything on an even playing field—’

‘Aye, aye, sure, sure. But you’re not going to do that by turning your own judgement on the women stuck in it – which you do, every time you suggest to Sammi she should let her Afro grow out natural, or me that I’d be better off without my lipstick. You’re setting up one of your false di-whatjamies there, doll.’

Sammi looked about her. Over at the kitchenette, keeping his head down, Gaz was crumbling something into a frying pan of vegetables and lentils, flooding the air with spices. The room felt cosy even though they were all wearing extra jumpers, the fairy lights keeping the cold night outside at bay even though they still didn’t have any curtains. Spider was rummaging through a pile of tapes by the cassette player, tickling Dido under her chin as she wandered over to him. Xanthe and Clio were all warm colours and anger, and they might be disagreeing but they were disagreeing about the way to make the world a better place. This was important stuff they were doing, she thought, in their own little corner, and she felt again so sure she was in the right place, was glad for it. It was maybe the last time she felt that connection between them all in a positive light.

Her posters, which Spider and Mark snuck out to pin up on the site after dark, were methodically ripped down every morning, meaning only late-night bodies wandering outside the Ritzy would see them. Sammi began using the copy room they’d never quite managed to get the magazine going in to crank out smaller versions, then leaflets, the text dictated by Fran and Mark, both leaning over her as she stencilled. The revised plan was to stand outside the site in daytime, directly engaging the people. Sammi took a walk down there on the third day, after work, stood at the other side of the road and watched Fran and her friend being sneered at and ignored in their earnestness.

‘Fran mate, you gonna need to let me do this,’ she said casually over dinner duties that night. ‘You ain’t from here – you ain’t able to reach people. It’s just a matter of knowing how to talk to them, know what I’m saying? Let me do the flyers tomorrow.’

‘We were getting along just fine, thanks,’ Fran said, shutting down like she always did. ‘We had a lot of good conversations with people actually.’

‘What’s all this?’ Mark had pricked up his ears, moved across from the side of the room.

‘I was just saying maybe I should get involved with the action on the streets a bit more. People might listen if it was coming from someone from the area.’