Back Scabby Queen
Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. SCABBY QUEEN
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. SOME PEOPLE
  6. Q Magazine, June 1990
  7. RUTH
  8. Clio Campbell
  9. NEIL
  10. DONALD
  11. Guardian Weekend magazine, August 2010
  12. SAMMI
  13. SIMON
  14. NEIL
  15. Daily Mail, October 2016
  16. HAMZA
  17. XANTHE
  18. DONALD
  19. Q Magazine, September 2007
  20. RUTH
  21. DANNY
  22. SAMMI
  23. NEIL
  24. BBC Radio Scotland, 24 January 2018
  25. DONALD
  26. MALCOLM
  27. SAMMI
  28. Loaded, February 1996
  29. SHIV
  30. IDA
  31. Scotland on Sunday, September 2013
  32. DONALD
  33. HAMZA
  34. SAMMI
  35. ADELE
  36. NEIL
  37. The Pool, February 2018
  38. RUTH
  39. DONALD
  40. EILEEN
  41. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  42. About the Author
  43. About the Publisher

‘Our first ever family day,’ he’d said as they set off, kissed her hand. She’d made a small, soft noise and curled up in her seat, slept for almost the whole journey. He’d stopped the car at one point, very gently, and tucked his scarf in between her belly and the seatbelt, just to be sure.

Sure enough, heads turned as he shepherded her past a sad-looking Christmas tree and across to a table by the fire, but the two of them were always going to stand out in a place like this, a pub full of sensible hiking gear and a wall-mounted newspaper rack stuffed with copies of the Daily Mail.

‘There,’ he said, ‘there. Is that – wait, are you going to be too warm sitting right beside it? Tell you what – you get warmed up and then we’ll swap places when it gets too hot for you. Make sure you let me know, OK? Right. I’ll get menus. I bet you’re starving. What do you fancy? Lasagne? Burger? Something with iron in. Not much choice here, but you know – can’t beat pub grub.’

‘I’ll just have chips.’

‘Just chips? You should eat more. Go on. My treat.’

‘It’s always your treat, isn’t it?’

Oh God, was she going to be like this again? Since the royalties from her song had all but dried up, at more or less the same time as the bookings, Clio had been snappy about money. She never really listened when he explained that they were married now, a unit, that it made him happy to spend his money on his wife; anyway, it wasn’t like she was doing anything about it either. She hadn’t even picked up a guitar since their wedding. He’d gone out of his way to get her session work at first, pressured those bands who owed him favours from the early days to bring her in as a backing singer, but that only made her more miserable. And he understood that. It was an artist thing – she didn’t like taking second place. He knew the feeling all too well himself. If she wasn’t going to be making music, though, he was sure she needed something else in her life. He’d been amazed when she’d agreed, further amazed that it had happened so quickly, jumped from an idea to a blue line on a stick in only a month. So today he swallowed down the same old argument they’d always had, moved round to sit on the bench beside her, pulled her in to him and kissed her head.

‘Just think of it as my way of saying thank you. For all the work you’re doing. I never want you to feel unappreciated.’ He intoned the words into her hair, breathing in the high floral pulse of her shampoo.